Water makes me feel sick so I don’t drink enough.. I needa start drinking more water!!!
love2party's Life List
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1. drink more water
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2. Figure out what mental disorders i have
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3. break my computer addiction
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4. Go to bed earlier
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5. Get out of the house more
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6. Bring creativity into my life everyday
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7. get over my social anxiety
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8. raise my self-esteem
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9. Be more impulsive
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10. Stop hiding
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11. man up and contact my old friends
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12. Make new friends
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13. Take more pictures!
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14. Play DDR everyday
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15. Dance more
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16. Become ambidextrous
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17. Read poetry
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18. learn to spell better
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19. Start writing poetry
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20. Draw more
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21. get drunk
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22. smoke pot
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23. Go to a rave
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24. Swim with dolphins
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25. Go to france
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26. Cliff dive
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27. Laugh more
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28. Ride a rave bus
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29. Learn to scuba dive
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Oh god this has really ruined my life.. hah. I don’t even know where to began… I know why i got addicted to the computer, but I don’t really wanna share it with you guys. I’ve stopped taking care of myself.. so my appearance has gotten horrifying, I’ve lost contact with all my friends, I’ve stayed back twice in school cause i would stay home to play on the computer, I’ve gotten horrible social anxiety, and I’ve ruined my family’s life too. I spend probably 10+ hours a day on the computer. All my friends live in the computer, I know how sad. but unfortunately it’s true.
I think I just need to find a new hobby, something sooo fun that will make me forget all about the internet.. gahhh who am i kidding nothings funner than the computer >_< I know i’ll just keep coming back… ehhh so addicted!!! HELP ME!!!!!!
I freeze. My heart is going a mile a minute, my temperature rises, my body stiffens, I get nauseous and shake uncontrollably. My mind goes blank and I try to think of anything to say. but when I do say something, I see they’re judging me. They probably think I’m emo because I always have a blank face on. It’s hard for me to get out of the house because I’m so scared of people. My social skills are horrible and I’m no fun to be around what-so-ever. =[ I really want to fix this all and not be so insecure. I’m not sure how to get over it, but it’s a work in progress…
