lovelight83




I'm doing 21 things
 

How I did it
How to paint my studio/living room lavender
It took me
1 year
It made me
joyful


How to own a new age shop
It took me
10 years
It made me
beleive in miracles


How to move to hawaii
It took me
6 months
It made me
i surrender


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i need too

i was really good about this when we lived in hawaii but now were back on mainland its hard to be inspired everyday because its harder to find things that intrest me. So thats the challange!



chant everyday
chanting everyday is a lifelong comitment

deciding to chant everyday is a devotion to the divine
that requires a life long comitment
not to buy into someone elses dogma but to deciate oneself to the divine everyday taking time out to be concious and aware of blessing as well as things that seem to be not what is wannted in life as well

All cultures Espically:
Hindu
Native American
Pagan



move to hawaii
in my pursuit of liberation

in my desprate pursuit of liberation last year i decided to move me and my family to hawaii. in search of spiritual disipline and a routine that didnt involve my crazy life as a aduldt entertainer.
It was a beautiful and tragiv journey of a year and half.
The first half we lived in a beatuiful loft apartment in a ashram in Hawaii on the Big Island and towards the end we lived off grid for about 6 months, trying to live the “green life” which was the most difficult part of my life.

As with anything in life we learn the more we live and experience we grow.

Moving to Hawaii was difficult yet yeilded to make me more profitable in the end. Spiritual wealth within was found by having left eveything behind to have a quiet life in hawaii i learned much abou the modern world and how much we depend on such superfical things to find solace in. Showing me to find other ways to seek and obtian enlightenment and contentment.




 

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