lovely_decay




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  1. 1. lose weight
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  2. 2. learn to play the synthesizer
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  3. 3. go to an art college
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  4. 4. become a good artist
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  5. 5. go to college again to become a Greek literature professor
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  6. 6. travel the world with my best friend
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  7. 7. settle down
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  8. 8. find a good, loving man
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  9. 9. get married
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  10. 10. have children
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  11. 11. be more carefree
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  12. 12. love everything i have
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  13. 13. make some honest online friends
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  14. 14. have a gallery showing of my art
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  15. 15. compile a list of 100 facts about myself
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  16. 16. get my life together
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  17. 17. learn to love
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  18. 18. love myself
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  19. 19. stop lying
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  20. 20. learn how to cope with my emotions
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  21. 21. make a good life for myself
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  22. 22. be more responsible
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  23. 23. tell him the truth
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  24. 24. write more poetry
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  25. 25. continue my unfinished stories
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  26. 26. Forgive the people who have wronged me
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  27. 27. be happy
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  28. 28. come up with a good, new, original screen name
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lose weight
losing weight

i want to so bad. as of now i weigh 250 something. im a 16 almost 17 year old girl. i hate how i cant stop myself when im sad or have even the slightest urge to eat and i just start eating. ive tried losing weight. i went to a gym for 3 months, march to late may. i would go with my friend best friend. at first it didnt seem like i was losing weight but soon i had lost 15 pounds and i was happy. i could button size 16 pants. then summer started and my parents kept me inside, never letting me go out or hang with my friend. i ended up being depressed and eating more. i gained all 15 ponds back in 2 months. my dad committed suicide in july and my depression worsened. i ate more. now its October and im hating myself for being like this… im gonna change… i will...




 

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