lovely_lizzy

watching music videos and chillin' :)



I'm doing 42 things
 

lovely_lizzy's Life List

  1. 1. re-learn French up to the level that I once knew and continually improve until I speak it fluently
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    1 person
  2. 2. Send the Perfectionist packing
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    1 person
  3. 3. finish medical school and learn as much as I can until then!!!
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    1 person
  4. 4. Quality rather than appearance . . . ethics rather than rules . . . integrity rather than domination . . . knowledge rather than achievement . . . serenity rather than acquisitions. (Wayne Dyer)
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    4 people
  5. 5. Always have trust in karma
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    2 people
  6. 6. Stop seeing myself and my life as one big self-improvement project
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    4 people
  7. 7. practice mindful consumption
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    172 people
  8. 8. make a smaller ecological footprint
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    1,042 people
  9. 9. learn to burn a cd
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    2 people
  10. 10. party more often and dance, dance, dance!!!
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    1 person
  11. 11. Get contact lenses
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    112 people
  12. 12. create genuine intimacy
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    6 people
  13. 13. have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language
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    4 people
  14. 14. no longer over share all my personal life information with my friends and family.
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    1 person
  15. 15. practice portion control
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    5 people
  16. 16. accept how I am handeling my love life and stop thinking that I am a failure in this area
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    1 person
  17. 17. Stay In Tune With My Star Player (Namely Me), The Person I have to Deal With Everyday.
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    56 people
  18. 18. stop overeating when I am with my family, stop overeating fullstop!
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    1 person
  19. 19. see linkin park live
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    16 people
  20. 20. stop analyzing every little thing
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    1 person
  21. 21. develop ravishing confidence (that has backbone)
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    5 people
  22. 22. don't let people annoy/ provoke me too easily and just smile instead
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    1 person
  23. 23. go to New York before I turn 30
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    2 people
  24. 24. declutter and organize my appartment
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    1 person
  25. 25. get a meaningful tatoo
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    10 people
  26. 26. learn belly dancing
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    300 people
  27. 27. not obsess about my weight
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    3 people
  28. 28. start to flirt with guys I am actually interested in
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    1 person
  29. 29. stop acting bitchy when my family is around
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    2 people
  30. 30. forget a special person
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    1 person
  31. 31. take more pictures
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    14,287 people
  32. 32. stop feeling guilty all the time
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    12 people
  33. 33. be more girly and invest in clothes and accessories
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    1 person
  34. 34. have trust in my instincts and feelings
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    1 person
  35. 35. live above the influence
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    2 people
  36. 36. stop procrastinating when it comes to finishing my paper
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    1 person
  37. 37. talk less and interrupt people less
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    1 person
  38. 38. Worry less and relax about life in general
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    1 person
  39. 39. meditate regularly
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    725 people
  40. 40. stop paying too much attention on the negative sides of people
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    2 people
  41. 41. surround myself with people that are good for me and get in the habit of acknowledging the positive in people
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    1 person
  42. 42. finally finish my paper for the doctoral degree
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How I did it
How to cook noodles and veggies asian style in my wok
It took me
5 months
It made me


How to clean my winter boots, take them out of the shoe cabinet and put them in my wardrobe (it's summer...damn it!)
It took me
4 months
It made me


How to apply for a 4 month long internship in the French-speaking part of Switzerland
It took me
2 months
It made me
excited!


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Recent entries
start to flirt with guys I am actually interested in (read all 5 entries…)
from "shyheart to braveheart" ;) 13 hours ago

I met a nice guy at a party:). I managed to flirt with him and the night ended with me lying around with him on a bed (people around,it was a private party…) and talking. nice :)
However, since I really liked him and I didn’t want all the people around who had an eye on us to witness too much (deep inside I am a nice classy girl), we didn’t kiss or anything….and we didn’t exchange numbers or anything…
so, then two days after the party, he sent me a perfect massege over the internet. no pressure and still very casual but very nice. I answered very casual and thought this would lead to some form of better contact. but no, he didn’t write back :(...then I was confused, but yesterday I decided to write him again, because at the party I had the feeling that he did find me more interesting than a “usual party flirt”. so, I give him the benefit of the doubt, maybe he thinks I wasn’t serious at all, which is very likely because I can play that part very well ( I am very shy, but I act like I am arrogant, a stupid defence mechanism, but my friends tell me people buy it)
I wrote him that “just for the record: I really like to see you again”....this way I have at least tried it and I can’t tell myself that I was a coward. This is a lot for me!
Wish me luck!



forget a special person (read all 4 entries…)
finishing up 14 hours ago

Some weeks ago I ended my friendship with him on Facebook. We have stayed in loose contact over the passed year, but since he doesn’t know English too well, our writing didn’t lead to anything. and he lives in another country far, far away. so, I guess that is just it.

I think that our strange chemistry solely depends on us being close to each other and since we never really got to know each other, it just doesn’t go any farther than this.
so now, what do I feel? I am happy not to see him posting pictures on Facebook anymore. I am sorry we didn’t get together again so that we could have explored what this actually was about. and I feel certain that if we met again we probably have the same strong feelings for each other. still, I have to say that he is a player and he is a trouble-maker and he probably would have broken my heart….so, it all is for the best, I guess….



no longer over share all my personal life information with my friends and family. (read all 2 entries…)
Untitled 14 hours ago

Recently I have been doing it again. I don’t like myself for it. In my defence I have to say that I have a very analytical mind and I sometimes talk about stuff in a more matter of fact way than most people. BUT, I shouldn’t communicate so much about everything! In the last couple of months I have found that making my own decision based on my feelings have helped me become more self-aware and self-assured.
By talking too much I even sometimes manage to be hurt by comments of my friends that they just said to help me…so I create an uncomfortable situation for them as well…
and also, I tend to tell too many be people about it, so that in the end I am totally confused which advice I should follow…

Bottomline is that nobody can help me to figure out what to do or not, I have to make these decision myself….or, I have to except that I am not “quit there” yet…



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