lovelycole

I’ve now happily been at a new job, where my job description is to be creative. I miss work on the weekends and can’t wait to get there in the morning. The hours are great and for the first time in my life I have the luxury of only having one job. It’s amazing and truly an answer to prayer.

...it’s better. I’ve just been really thinking lately that I am tired of holding anger and resentment. And, with the holidays putting things into perspective, I just did it. First, I released it and then I went to him and told him, “I’m not angry anymore.” And I’m not. I have no expectations from this, I’m just ready to let it go. I feel better, like I did the right thing.

It’s crazy to me the way that instincts just kick in. She moved in with me a week ago and already, I’m thinking of her with every decision I make. Do I want to go out? Or go home and hang with my sister? The choice is easy. My priorities have completely changed. This is absolutley going to change my life. It will make it better.