i miss jess..
my pony got put down two days ago..
i want her back..
i was at work and they had to shoot her.. i kinda want to no where they did it so i can go there and think about her but i just cant ask mum or dad..
unhappy's Life List
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1. superglue a coin to the ground in a public place and wait to see if someone tries to pick it up
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2. watch snow fall
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3. move out to get away from my mother
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4. lose weight
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5. see a concert
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6. pat a zebra
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7. relax about things more
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8. be happy about not being perfect
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9. stop going to school
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10. say no to things i dont want to do
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11. save someones life
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12. eat better
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13. always have 43 things to do
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14. kiss a stranger
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15. identify 100 things that make me happy.
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16. donate blood
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17. learn to say the alphabet backwards
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18. sleep under the stars
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19. Stop caring what other people think of me
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20. Make a list of 43 things I know very little about, & then learn at least 3 things about each of them
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21. Take more pictures
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22. be completely happy just for one day
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23. finish all my homework
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24. A typical Day (Take One Photo an Hour for a Day)
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25. say or do something nice to someone everyday
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26. run daily
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27. sleep properly
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28. drink more water
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29. Always try to see something good in everyone
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30. Live for the moment.
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31. try and do something a little different everyday for a month
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32. write daily blogs
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33. floss everyday
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34. Throw a dart into a map and travel to where it lands
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35. LEARN THE STEPS TO THE THRILLER DANCE
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36. listern to music from when i wake to when i fall asleep for just one day
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37. thank people more often
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38. show someone my page on this site
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39. see Death Cab for Cutie live
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i’m not doing very well at this.
this website is an outlet for me as a very angry teenager i need something to let my anger out on some puch walls or other people i like to writ. i have realised that by telling someone about this page (which is one of my to do things) is kind of like letting someone into my deepest thoughts. i’ve been keeping this in mind lately and it makes me avoid writting things down as i’m not sure if i would like anyone to know. something i like about 43things is there are no friends, no real way to stay in contact with other members apart from commenting. somethings that i’ve been putting off saying- i feel like: my friends don’t really like me, i’m alone and i’m a bad person. but everynow and then little thongs happen like, i see a beautiful place and think, one day i’ll go/come back here/there with or without others and love it. it makes me see the future and i like it. other things like the impact that humans have on each other. we effect each other in weird ways. realationships control us. also we can control each other, make others do things they never thought they could or make them incredible unhappy.
i’m bored and lonely.. and to be honest i’d rather be anywhere but here right now… i’ve really noticed that the people i talk to , the people i’m friends with aren’t really listerning but waiting for their turn to speak, in a conversation that they will turn around to them selves somehow because to them and all of us the world Evolves around one person only becuase we only see the world through our own eyes and can only think from our own opinions.
