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become anorexic
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LOSE WEIGHT
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Want to be skinny!
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skinny ->ana
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i want to be ana
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overcome depression and anxiety
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i cried for hours on end todai adn tonite… after the first couple of hours i just kept crying because i was crying and then because i knew i was seriously considering suicide and it scared me … then i just couldnt stop crying.. and then i had this feelin that if i stopped crying my insides wud just rip open…
i am thinking about suicide… i know it drastic but… i dnt see a reason to me still being here… i have nothin to live for!... i hav 2 drag myself out of bed every morning.. and its gettin sooo hard to convince myself that this day will b different than before.
every tym i think im just gettin on track it falls apart.
i quit school because ihav anxiety and i cant stand bein around my peers.. i just freak out.. and eat myself up in the inside.. so i got a full tym jog.. thought i was doing good… but i clash with every1 at work.. and my bos is pickin on me… my mum sold me out. my own mum she betrays my trust everydai even years on i still think just maybe?... who am i kidding.. and my sis the one person i wud live for doesnt seem to care anymore… but i deserve it from her. i betrayed her trust.. and friends. pushd them away months ago. but i dnt think they were ever really tru to begin with.
WHY SHUD I WAKE UP TOMORROW????
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