Found out last week we’re having a baby girl. So far all tests we’ve taken she’s healthy and everything’s going as planned!
Due October 10, 2011.
My man wants a boy, everyone else wants a girl.
I just want a healthy baby.
I recently went through an short ordeal with obsessing with my health. I’ve never been a sickly person. I’ve usually always been healthy, so I’m very unsual what exactly started this obsession. It caused me to obsess so much, I got myself into a deep depression. I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t sleep. And I didn’t want to go anywhere. Thank God for my mom, otherwise I think it would’ve gotten worse. She wouldn’t let me sit around. She made me get out of the house, she made me put food in my tummy, even when I really didn’t want it. And ended up losing 15 lbs.
I ended up having to go to the doctor because I couldn’t pull myself out of it. It was so bad. The feeling of dread, anxiety and fear wouldn’t go away. My doctor put me on anti-depressants. But since this is something I went through and don’t have a history of, she told me she didn’t want me staying on the meds. So currently I started weening myself off of them. Mainly because I recently found out I’m pregnant.
I realize that those meds were only meant to help me get out of my slump. I’m not the type of person that needs pills to function. So, now’s the perfect time to get out of it. I’m also going to request my baby doc refer me to a therapist. Just in case. But I did alot of research on anxiety and have a few things that I’m doing to help me get out of it. I think its helping for the most part. I feel alot better. Almost normal!