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  1. 1. be a better wife
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    1,060 people
  2. 2. write a children's book
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  3. 3. take more photographs
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  4. 4. draw more
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  5. 5. move into our own home
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  6. 6. try absinthe
    263 people
  7. 7. visit paris with my husband
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  8. 8. visit the place where my husband and I met
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  9. 9. find MY theme song
    81 people
  10. 10. stop being so shy
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  11. 11. learn sign language
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  12. 12. get along with my mom
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  13. 13. visit the rainforest
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  14. 14. keep a daily journal
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  15. 15. swim with dolphins
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  16. 16. teach my son spanish
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  17. 17. visit new zealand
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  18. 18. watch the sun rise
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  19. 19. visit all 50 states
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  20. 20. travel route 66
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  21. 21. lose 25 pounds
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  22. 22. gain self confidence
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  23. 23. be a better mother
    662 people
  24. 24. have another baby
    654 people
  25. 25. finish university
    385 people
  26. 26. learn another language
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  27. 27. write more letters
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  28. 28. smile more
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  29. 29. visit Africa
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  30. 30. get organized
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  31. 31. paint my house
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  32. 32. get to know my grandparents as people, not just grandparents
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  33. 33. learn to swim
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  34. 34. snuggle more
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  35. 35. get a job in graphic design
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  36. 36. Learn to drive a stick shift
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  37. 37. finish what i start
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  38. 38. sleep under the stars on the beach
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be a better wife
i pray that i can make him feel the way he makes me feel...

i am married to the most wonderful and understanding man on the planet. i have known him for ages, but things just never worked out for us, until this past year.
as a single mother, my life was tough, hard, and i was just never sure it would, or could get any better. i has always suffered from depression, but just didn’t have the time to deal with it, not with an infant and even less when he transformed into a toddler.
this past year, since finding one another again, getting married, and starting a new life together, has been the best year of my life.
i love my husband more than i could even explain, all i can say to even remotely describe it is that he fills me up, completely, to the point where i am ready to burst.
i only worry that i am not enough for him, and not just the petty things like not being pretty enough, or sexy enough, or slender enough (although, they are always present), but i worry about not being what he NEEDS me to be: strong enough, intelligent enough, capable enough, in so many ways.
he means the world to me, and is the best friend i could ever ask for, i just want to spend everyday i have with him showing him that, letting him see that he is all i will ever need.




 

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