I'm doing 38 things
i am married to the most wonderful and understanding man on the planet. i have known him for ages, but things just never worked out for us, until this past year.
as a single mother, my life was tough, hard, and i was just never sure it would, or could get any better. i has always suffered from depression, but just didn’t have the time to deal with it, not with an infant and even less when he transformed into a toddler.
this past year, since finding one another again, getting married, and starting a new life together, has been the best year of my life.
i love my husband more than i could even explain, all i can say to even remotely describe it is that he fills me up, completely, to the point where i am ready to burst.
i only worry that i am not enough for him, and not just the petty things like not being pretty enough, or sexy enough, or slender enough (although, they are always present), but i worry about not being what he NEEDS me to be: strong enough, intelligent enough, capable enough, in so many ways.
he means the world to me, and is the best friend i could ever ask for, i just want to spend everyday i have with him showing him that, letting him see that he is all i will ever need.
loveyourend's Life List
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1. be a better wife
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2. write a children's book
1,322 people -
3. take more photographs
1,707 people -
4. draw more
2,162 people -
5. move into our own home
1 person -
6. try absinthe
298 people -
7. visit paris with my husband
7 people -
8. visit the place where my husband and I met
1 person -
9. find MY theme song
72 people -
10. stop being so shy
535 people -
11. learn sign language
7,698 people -
12. get along with my mom
69 people -
13. visit the rainforest
44 people -
14. keep a daily journal
202 people -
15. swim with dolphins
7,370 people -
16. teach my son spanish
8 people -
17. visit new zealand
1,412 people -
18. watch the sun rise
78 people -
19. visit all 50 states
7,160 people -
20. travel route 66
96 people -
21. lose 25 pounds
1,459 people -
22. gain self confidence
224 people -
23. be a better mother
601 people -
24. have another baby
620 people -
25. finish university
309 people -
26. learn another language
3,739 people -
27. write more letters
1,525 people -
28. smile more
3,341 people -
29. visit Africa
737 people -
30. get organized
6,091 people -
31. paint my house
220 people -
32. get to know my grandparents as people, not just grandparents
1 person -
33. learn to swim
2,959 people -
34. snuggle more
10 people -
35. get a job in graphic design
33 people -
36. Learn to drive a stick shift
664 people -
37. finish what i start
3,841 people -
38. sleep under the stars on the beach
16 people
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