holy crap.
something just kinda took over today. i had a REALLY hard time not masturbating. there’s this really really cute girl on facebook and she’s got some sexy pictures :s makes things so hard to resist, haha! omg…
anyways, thankfully, i called my friend earlier to chat (he didn’t pick up then) and he ended up calling me back just in time to take my mind off masturbation.
i guess i need something that engages my mind far more than masturbating. though… i don’t really want to get another addiction (unless it’s actually healthy in some ways)
Dec 14, 02:54PM PST | 3 cheers | 1 comment
defintely not on track.
got side tracked big time by trying to cancel this stupid gym membership.
in hindsight, i learned a lot of lessons, and also i’m aware that shit happens.
fortunately Dec 15th was an artificial deadline. but still.
i’ll try to get as much done as i can in these next couple of days to submit on time (if i can)
Dec 13, 03:38PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
i went to see Danya and we had sex, so i gotta say… that really turned me on. after i came back, i had a little bit of a hard time holding it in so i decided that 2 weeks was my limit this time. so i ended up masturbating twice on Mon/Tuesday.
surprisingly it’s been extra hard yesterday and late tuesday (and even today) to keep on track. hmm… Danya and i don’t live in the same city so i guess that means i won’t be having this issue very often… but still.
now, let’s see if i can beat the 2 weeks record that i set from last time :)
Dec 13, 03:35PM PST | 2 cheers | 1 comment