something just kinda took over today. i had a REALLY hard time not masturbating. there’s this really really cute girl on facebook and she’s got some sexy pictures :s makes things so hard to resist, haha! omg…
anyways, thankfully, i called my friend earlier to chat (he didn’t pick up then) and he ended up calling me back just in time to take my mind off masturbation.
i guess i need something that engages my mind far more than masturbating. though… i don’t really want to get another addiction (unless it’s actually healthy in some ways)
defintely not on track.
got side tracked big time by trying to cancel this stupid gym membership.
in hindsight, i learned a lot of lessons, and also i’m aware that shit happens.
fortunately Dec 15th was an artificial deadline. but still.
i’ll try to get as much done as i can in these next couple of days to submit on time (if i can)
i went to see Danya and we had sex, so i gotta say… that really turned me on. after i came back, i had a little bit of a hard time holding it in so i decided that 2 weeks was my limit this time. so i ended up masturbating twice on Mon/Tuesday.
surprisingly it’s been extra hard yesterday and late tuesday (and even today) to keep on track. hmm… Danya and i don’t live in the same city so i guess that means i won’t be having this issue very often… but still.
now, let’s see if i can beat the 2 weeks record that i set from last time :)