It’s because for 6 months of my life I was working 75 hours a week and was down to 120 pounds, and was wearing a size 4/5 jeans.. I’m 5’8. I felt so great… and after I was back to a normal lifestyle the weight came back… Before I had lost all the weight I was 135 and wore a size 9/10. Now, I wear a 7/8-9/10 and weigh 150 pounds. I’ve been working out like crazy and just completed a marathon… and when I have all these reasons to be happy with my body.. I find myself only concentrating on the cellulite on the backs of my thighs and butt. It’s ridiculous. I need to learn to let those things make me feel beautiful and feminine instead of fat and gross.
ltjchicklet's Life List
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1. stop eating shitty food
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2. Love without fear
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3. own an organic micro farm
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4. Stop worrying about my weight
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5. Get a 2nd Job
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6. make more money
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7. pierce my nipples
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8. Write more
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9. Create a container garden on my porch
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10. get rich overnight
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11. Learn how to Sew
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12. Keep my room clean
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13. lose 3 kilos
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Recent entries
It's just sad.
3 years ago
Hardest thing I ever did in my life.
3 years ago
But it was damn well worth every second. I finished in 5:40 and am already planning on running another and beating my time… next time I wanna finish in under 5 hours. I highly reccommend this to anyone considering it. Just do it.

