I live on a college campus and during the last semester, I had chances with several women who were less attractive. I really feel like shit after rejecting women because I think they’re ugly, I wish I didn’t do it, but I do. I don’t necessarily want relationships with these women, but to at least not ignore them when they talk to me.
lucitanas's Life List
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1. stop procrastinating
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2. be more social
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3. make meaningful connections with others
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4. get a job
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5. be nice to people
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6. Improve my French
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7. Become more comfortable speaking in front of crowds
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8. meditate
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9. Be more spontaneous and creative
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10. Visit nice and interesting places
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11. spend it with my one love
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12. Fall in love
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13. get in shape
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14. Like a woman for something other than looks
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15. learn german
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16. Become a vegetarian
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17. write in my journal every day
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18. stop watching porn
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How I did it: I started out doing what Stephen King said in his book on writing. A thousand words a day lead to a novel of decent length, however I found that I ended up writing a lot of fluff to get the count to a thousand quicker. What I've ended up doing is writing everyday, but not requiring that I write a set amount (Though my goal is three pages). This allows me to work consistently, but not require me to push past what I want to write. The resul… Read how I did it…
How I did it: I've always wanted to learn to talk dirty to girlfriends and turn them on. I learned to turn people on by talking dirty, but not with a girl. This guy I met I thought was just a pervert, but it turned out that he's gay and now he wants to have sex. I'm not going to say that I don't deserve it because I stopped trying to convince him that I'm bi. Read how I did it…
but it’s something, I’m thinking that If I do publish a book anytime soon it’ll be a short story collection, I don’t think I’m ready for a novel.
Because I rarely finish writing stories in a reasonable time frame I’m going to start making dead lines to encourage me to write faster. My current story which is mentioned in the title has been in the works for over a month and is only five pages long thus far so clearly I need to actually begin taking time and writing instead of playing video games.
