luckycat45

It does have a name and its own personalitiy.. I see it like an evil twin.. it prompts my every move, how I think, react to situations, it has been my best (or worst ) friend for 20 years. It is time for us to part. I want you in my life NO MORE! dictating my every move…

I am an obsessive compulsive.. over worrier, over achiever, too hard on myself to the point it affects every relationship, the way I see myself and the way I function… BUT I have found an outlet.. last year I ran my first 5k.. then 8 months later my first marathon. I want to continue, as I have found this is the only thing at the moment that gives me any relief from the pain. Life is so wonderful.. the people I have met, the things I have overcome.. I just need to let the past go and continue on, I am stronger than I think.. I just wish my mind knew it.