luddite

meeting new people takes a lot of energy – need to learn how to relax and enjoy it. with long known and trusted friends/coworkers/..., no problem. but i need to figure out how to do that with folks that are not yet my friends. especially with beautiful women! :)

i did this one the only way possible – tie one with my fingers and put it under my tongue when no one is looking. then pop in a new cherry while everyone is looking and swallow the new stem.

we’re married – but not to each other. she has no intentions of leaving her family. i’m not so sure. miserable situation for everyone involved.