I'm doing 31 things
3 months drug free!
15 months ago
3 months and goin strong.. woopee!
lunachik's Life List
-
1. be here now
95 people -
2. establish a healthier relationship with myself and the world around me.
1 person -
3. sober up
2 entries12 people -
4. detox
342 people -
5. eat more live foods.
1 person -
6. make sober friends
1 cheer4 people -
7. get into a healthy routine.
1 person -
8. learn to love daily exercise.
1 cheer1 person -
9. meditate daily
3,978 people -
10. learn to love myself
1,434 people -
11. Save money - put back at least $5 a week
1 person -
12. Become Financially Independent
5,405 people -
13. Start my own business
8,573 people -
14. learn to bellydance
1 cheer562 people -
15. learn hoop-dancing tricks
1 person -
16. learn to dance without shame!
1 person -
17. get my ears pointed!
3 people -
18. walk more, drive less
2 cheers29 people -
19. tell my family i love them
28 people -
20. Finish my degrees.
24 people -
21. design clothes
1,003 people -
22. learn to make flash toons.
1 person -
23. fix my tattoo
53 people -
24. Reduce my ecological footprint
378 people -
25. learn to let go
562 people -
26. play a zombie in a zombie movie!
1 entry56 people -
27. stop picking my skin
1 entry665 people -
28. Post one of my secrets to postsecret
3 people -
29. Lead by example.
52 people -
30. learn the thriller dance routine
1,648 people -
31. Design and build my own house
1,496 people
Recent entries
unconcious picking..
19 months ago
Like someone else wrote, you dont realize how often youre doing it until you start really paying attention.. I tried to pay attention.. but I kept doing it.. and wouldnt realize it until I was already bleeding.. the scarring was only getting worse..so I decided to try to keep my nails super short.. its helping alot, now I realize what Im doing when I start to get frustrated ‘cuz my nails cant reach to pick anything.. I really miss my beautiful long natural nails.. but I think my face is more important.. at least until I no longer have the compulsion to pick…
one week - 100% drug free.
19 months ago
..its been very hard, I’ve gotten sick as hell, coughing up black tar and going through all sorts of emotional ups and downs, and wondering wtf do I do with the time I used to spend smoking and getting high?! But, I’ve been able to spend more quality time with my father without feeling ashamed of my “secret life”..its a good feeling, even if it is difficult.. I feel empowered that I’ve finally made the decision(whole hearted this time) to stop living in a cloud of smoke and confusion.. everyday I get a little piece of myself back… .... I dont know what else to say .. I just wanted to write this so I could look at it when I feel weak.. REMEMBER YOU ARE WORTH IT! LIFE IS BETTER SOBER!
