even though i have been on celexa for about 3 monthes now im starting to se that its not really working for me , it actually helped me with my GAD but not with my social phobia . my anxiety gets crazy when i think about going out somewhere far away from my home or being with some1 (like a guy im interested in ) for a long time period i always think about what if i catch an attack in front of this person will they think im crazy? will they help me widout judging me? its like im so scared to catch a panic attack that i end up pushing myself to get one. i think i will have to change my medication.
lusci0uzzz's Life List
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1. overcome anxiety
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2. Grow in Christ
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3. Go to England
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4. get married
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5. find love
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6. stop being selfish
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7. Get laser resurfacing for my face.
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8. Read more
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9. Save up my money
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10. have better posture
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11. Learn Basic Spanish
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12. go back to college
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13. Take a vacation somewhere exotic
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14. stop sleeping around because you want to feel wanted
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15. Be in a healthy relationship
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16. lose weight
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17. make my mom proud
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18. grow my hair
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How I did it: I SHOPPED AROUND .. COMPARED PRICES .I DIDNT REALLY WANT TO FINANCE A NEW CAR SINCE I WAS A FIRST TIME DRIVER SO I WENT ON CRAIGSLIST AND SHOPPED AROUND. I FINALLY CAME ACROSS A POSTING THAT CAUGHT MY EYE. THE PRICE WA GREAT AND THE CAR LOOKED GREAT. I WENT TO SEE THE CAR AND I FEEL IN LUV WID IT . ITS A 96 MITSUBISHI GALANT BUT I ABSOLUTELY LUV IT .EVEN THO THERES THINGS I NEED 2 DO . IT WAS SO WORTH IT . MY FIRST CAR ! IT BASICALLY TOOK… Read how I did it…
How I did it: after being constantly hurt all the time i finally chose to give up and see what the relationship was like in another aspect . he wasnt worth the fight. and taking space from him made me realize that . i do talk to him still and i do care for him and appreciate whatever he done for me but the love is not there anymore. i believe that god has someone for me thats going to love me. Read how I did it…
im trying to get closer to god and fulfill my duty on earth as he would want me to do .. i want lord to continue blessing me and others trying to get closer to him
