I'm doing 17 things
After wanting a baby for so long im finally pregnant. it wasn’t a planned thing it juss happened. i guess when u don’t expect things to happen that’s when they happen, so if u are trying very hard 2 get pregnant and more focus on that then actually having fun doing it then ur juss setting urself up for disappointment. im 12 weeks today and my 2nd ultrasound is on Wednesday. i cant wait !!!
lusci0uzzz's Life List
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1. overcome anxiety
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2. Grow in Christ
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3. Go to England
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4. find love
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5. stop being selfish
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6. Get laser resurfacing for my face.
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7. Read more
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8. Save up my money
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9. have better posture
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10. Learn Basic Spanish
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11. go back to college
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12. Take a vacation somewhere exotic
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13. stop sleeping around because you want to feel wanted
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14. Be in a healthy relationship
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15. lose weight
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16. make my mom proud
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17. grow my hair
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How I did it
It made me
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How I did it: I SHOPPED AROUND .. COMPARED PRICES .I DIDNT REALLY WANT TO FINANCE A NEW CAR SINCE I WAS A FIRST TIME DRIVER SO I WENT ON CRAIGSLIST AND SHOPPED AROUND. I FINALLY CAME ACROSS A POSTING THAT CAUGHT MY EYE. THE PRICE WA GREAT AND THE CAR LOOKED GREAT. I WENT TO SEE THE CAR AND I FEEL IN LUV WID IT . ITS A 96 MITSUBISHI GALANT BUT I ABSOLUTELY LUV IT .EVEN THO THERES THINGS I NEED 2 DO . IT WAS SO WORTH IT . MY FIRST CAR ! IT BASICALLY TOOK… Read how I did it…
It made me
Feel Free
How I did it: after being constantly hurt all the time i finally chose to give up and see what the relationship was like in another aspect . he wasnt worth the fight. and taking space from him made me realize that . i do talk to him still and i do care for him and appreciate whatever he done for me but the love is not there anymore. i believe that god has someone for me thats going to love me. Read how I did it…
Recent entries
im so dependant on my mother and boyfriend. my mother struggles to make ends meet and my boyfried busses his ass to work and when i had a job i would not save i would always blow my money on food and clothes and things i dont need. i havent saved a penny cuz im always like oh my mom is going to give me baq the money or my boyfriend. well now i quit my job and i have a car to pay off for. my boyfriend broke up wid me cuz he said that im not strong and my mother is on my back about getting a job. i really dont want to depend on no1 . i just want to get my life together and be able to support myself . i need to grow up
even though i have been on celexa for about 3 monthes now im starting to se that its not really working for me , it actually helped me with my GAD but not with my social phobia . my anxiety gets crazy when i think about going out somewhere far away from my home or being with some1 (like a guy im interested in ) for a long time period i always think about what if i catch an attack in front of this person will they think im crazy? will they help me widout judging me? its like im so scared to catch a panic attack that i end up pushing myself to get one. i think i will have to change my medication.
