lutherlotz

This is something just today I was trying to believe in myself about. and yes, this would be TIGHT! it can be TIGHT! it will be TIGHT!

I noticed that I have animosity towards my mom. I am trying to figure it out. I really love her. She raised two kids by her self and has struggled the entire time. Both my brother and I are grown up now (he even has his own child) and I am now seeing things from my childhood. She once said how when my father left that I had my bags packed and wanted to go with him. She also said, in that same breath, that I told her I hated her when I wasn’t allowed to go. I was probably around the age of two. I don’t remember this, but what she said about this popped in my head today when I realized that I had such ill will toward her for no reason. At least I thought it was for no reason. I want to love my mom because she is great. I do love my mom, but now I want to feel it. In my heart. I love you mom.

If you skate, are in Portland (or nearby), you MUST do this. It’s a historic accomplishment of skaters taking on the city in a fight to have some place to ride. It should be sought out and it should be appreciated for what it is once you get there. Drop in, cruise and say “Thank you” to the skaters that put this effort in motion.