I'm doing 17 things
still alright
2 months ago
I work as a cashier now which is pretty simple, but boring. Well it’s at least better than being where there’s so much chaos…
luuce's Life List
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1. Join a volunteer group.
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2. go to college
3,272 people -
3. expand my art collection
1 cheer3 people -
4. Keep in Better Contact With the Friends I Have and Make New Friends
692 people -
5. give unwanted stuff to charity.
1 person -
6. get my driver's license
4,250 people -
7. find at least one thing each day that makes me happy and record it everyday for a year
862 people -
8. write in my journal more often
528 people -
9. be unselfish
18 people -
10. Take pics on a random day.
1 person -
11. Fall in love
20,800 people -
12. Go on a road trip
2,790 people -
13. To live instead of exist
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14. get a new cell phone
1 entry221 people -
15. move out
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16. be more confident
1 entry8,220 people -
17. learn Mandarin
1 entry1,052 people
Recent entries
yay
2 months ago
I am so done…with fast-food. Dang. Found another decent job at a closer location so I’ll be out of there and by then it’s back to school time. Goal achieved?
out of control
2 months ago
Work has taken over a lot. I feel out of focus not sure what to do in the world. Basically losing interest in things I enjoy doing and rather staying inside the house hiding or from total exhaustion. Honestly, I like to be more open around people I can talk to and be friendly with, which helps me boost my self-esteem a little. I’m just so sick of them being judgemental and telling me what I should do with my life while constantly being strings attached to something that seems almost impossible to escape. I guess I’m just not trying hard enough. A weak person. Everyday is the same miserable day. I’m always filled with anger sometimes ready to pull a trigger at someone or throw something at them. Not literally, though..but you know what I mean.
If only someone could help me get out of this dark misery and loneliness all at the same time instead of living to one’s expectations and lose the fake smile for once.
