i am constantly analzying what i just did or what the status of me and my ex boyfriend are, or remembering what happened. my mind is always swirling with thoughts. i want to calm down, stop making rash decisions and get my mind together.
luvableT12's Life List
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1. get over him
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2. be happy
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3. live in the moment
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4. love myself
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5. be loved
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6. be unique
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7. stand out
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8. be more confident
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9. feel beautiful
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10. take more photographs
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11. develop my own style
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12. stop thinking about "him"
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13. relax
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14. learn to love myself
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15. get good grades
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16. gain weight
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17. be happy being single
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18. live life to it's fullest
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19. enjoy the simple things in life
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20. buy my next car in cash.
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21. take more artistic photos
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22. be the right person instead of trying to find the right person
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23. own a pug
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24. find something im passionate about
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25. Keep my room clean
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26. create more art
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27. love and be loved
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28. stay out of trouble
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29. Dress better
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30. make money
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31. be a better photographer
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32. get a job
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33. live a bohemian lifestyle
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34. find myself
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35. buy a car
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36. get into a good college
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37. Send a postcard to Postsecret
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38. Get a tattoo that has meaning
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39. master the law of attraction
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40. stop thinking so much
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41. go to more concerts
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How I did it: I just talked to people around and found out about a photography class in my town, which was basic digital photography. I took that course and learned a lot of new things about my camera. Then i also applied to a photography program in Harlem and I was accepted!! i have been attending for about two months now, and the program is 8 months long and I will get a portfolio in the end! Read how I did it…
i hate when you walk in somewhere and someone frowns and looks at you like omg… whispers something to the next person so they turn to look too. people can’t really help how they look.
im too skinny, i ruined my hair color and curls by dyeing it. i cant really style my hair or make it look good ever anymore. i stayed home all day today, i dont want anyone looking at me.
at the same time, im too embarrassed to admit i am one of those girls with no confidence.
i want a jeep wrangler soooo badly, its my dream car. it can be like a 79 in any color and ill still drive it. i want to try to save up at least 1000 for it by mid summer but i have nooo idea how that’d work.
