luvlynamazing

layin down the soundtrack to my life



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luvlynamazing's Life List

  1. 1. record a few of my music and lyrics
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  2. 2. find 43 things to walk away from
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  3. 3. find 43 things that make me smile
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  4. 4. laugh daily
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  5. 5. get over someone who is over me
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  6. 6. learn to play guitar
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  7. 7. compile a list of 43 facts about myself
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  8. 8. not be afraid to be me...
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  9. 9. clap until my hands go numb at something trully spectacular
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  10. 10. find my true love
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  11. 11. Have a parade down my street with my friends for no particular reason
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  12. 12. spend a day using a random word as many times as possible
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  13. 13. help someone without them ever knowing
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  14. 14. get rid of some horrible words in my vocabulary...
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  15. 15. invent something usless but funny.......
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  16. 16. be content with the reflection in the mirror
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  17. 17. list 43 of my favorite song lyrics
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  18. 18. list 43 people in my life and why I cherish them
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  19. 19. have a moment that changes my life forever
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  20. 20. not worry about tommorow.......
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  21. 21. live in moments of utter delight
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  22. 22. walk this life with faith and love as a pathway
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  23. 23. finish my musical note tattoo
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  24. 24. find a highlight to every day
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  25. 25. not deny but embrace....
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  26. 26. finish my Jesus fish tattoo
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  27. 27. realize that texting is not an actual conversation with someone
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  28. 28. figure out how fliker works to get more fun photos
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  29. 29. go fishing with my father
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  30. 30. quit smoking disgusting cigarettes and find something that acutally works
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  31. 31. find a way to volunteer my time
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  32. 32. stop obsessing about my age and embrace being 26
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  33. 33. give out hugs rather than hellos
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  34. 34. go back to school and finish what I started
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  35. 35. find more enjoyment in the work that I do
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  36. 36. let it out instead of keeping it bottled up inside
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How I did it
How to stop circling around the same habits I need to be released from
It took me
2 years
It made me
relieved


Recent entries
list 43 of my favorite song lyrics (read all 7 entries…)
7. Smashing Pumpkings Tonight, Tonight.... 14 months ago

Time is never time at all
You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
And our lives are forever changed
We will never be the same
The more you change the less you feel
Believe, believe in me, believe
That life can change, that you’re not stuck in vain
We’re not the same, we’re different tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight
And you know you’re never sure
But your sure you could be right
If you held yourself up to the light
And the embers never fade in your city by the lake
The place where you were born
Believe, believe in me, believe
In the resolute urgency of now
And if you believe there’s not a chance tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight
We’ll crucify the insincere tonight
We’ll make things right, we’ll feel it all tonight
We’ll find a way to offer up the night tonight
The indescribable moments of your life tonight
The impossible is possible tonight
Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight



list 43 of my favorite song lyrics (read all 7 entries…)
6. Foo Fighters Pretender 14 months ago

Keep you in the dark
You know they all pretend
Keep you in the dark
And so it all began

Send in your skeletons
Sing as their bones come marching in… again
They need you buried deep
The secrets that you keep are at the ready
Are you ready?
I’m finished making sense
Done pleading ignorance
That whole… defense

Spinning infinity, boy
The wheel is spinning me
It’s never-ending, never-ending
Same old story

What if I say I’m not like the others?
What if I say I’m not just another one of your plays
You’re the pretender
What if I say I will never surrender?

What if I say I’m not like the others?
What if I say I’m not just another one of your plays
You’re the pretender
What if I say that I’ll never surrender?

In time our soul untold
I’m just another soul for sale… oh, well
The page is out of print
We are not permanent
We’re temporary, temporary
Same old story

What if I say I’m not like the others?
What if I say I’m not just another one of your plays
You’re the pretender
What if I say that I’ll never surrender?

What if I say I’m not like the others?
What if I say I’m not just another one of your plays
You’re the pretender
What if I say I will never surrender?

I’m the voice inside your head
You refuse to hear
I’m the face that you have to face
Mirrored in your stare
I’m what’s left, I’m what’s right
I’m the enemy
I’m the hand that will take you down
Bring you to your knees

So who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
Yeah, who are you?

Keep you in the dark
You know they all pretend

What if I say I’m not like the others?
What if I say I’m not just another one of your plays
You’re the pretender
What if I say that I’ll never surrender?

What if I say I’m not like the others?
What if I say I’m not just another one of your plays
You’re the pretender
What if I say that I’ll never surrender?

What if I say I’m not like the others?
(Keep you in the dark)
What if I say I’m not just another one of your plays
(You know they all… pretend)
You’re the pretender
What if I say I will never surrender?

What if I say I’m not like the others?
(Keep you in the dark)
What if I say I’m not just another one of your plays
(You know they all… pretend)
You’re the pretender
What if I say I will never surrender?

So who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
Yeah, who are you?



be content with the reflection in the mirror (read all 5 entries…)
self confidence... 14 months ago

it’s strange to know that one of the reasons it is hard for me to be in a committed relationship is because of my own insecurities… knowing that I am a damn good person on the inside, but hold little confidence to my outside… I rarely talk about it because I feel that if I do then I will only be fishing for compliments, but it is something that I truly need to overcome…



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