i always wanted to write a book but i get only a bit done like ill start and ill have half the story ready but i cant find a good enough ending for it or i get too worried about what other people are going to think of it so i start again from scratch..
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1. stop my ocd
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2. stop being paranoid
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3. be more confident
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4. go to the gym
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5. save money
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6. be more self-confident
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7. stop wasting time
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8. stop procrastinating
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9. get straight A's
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10. be comfortable in my own skin
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11. hug a penguin
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12. visit a different country
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13. write a book
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14. Read more books
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How I did it: ive had piano lessons since i was 7 and im 15 now. ive learnt how to sight read, play both hands, and i went into AMEB ( piano grading ) up to gr 4 before i quit doing the exams. its a rewarding thing to do and its the best instrument in music. considering i grew up playing the piano, im still greatly into music and i still play the piano but not as much as i used to. but if ya stop after youve learnt, you still remember most of what youv… Read how I did it…
How I did it: well i go to seminary cuz im of LDS religion.. and we start it at 6AM every morning on school days. so since yr 9, this is about 2 yrs ago, ive been getting up at about 5:20AM every school morning. its easy once ya get into the habit of it, the first few weeks were hard and i was really tired, but after a few months you get used to it and your body knows to get up around that time. Read how I did it…
im confident.. but not like those people who can just become best friends in 10 mins with a complete stranger.. im the type that thinks for a bit before i decide to talk to someone i dont know.. and i want to be the type of person thatll talk to anyone and isnt scared to be myself without changing bits of my personality to get along with that person.
i hate it.. i think i got a bit of paranoia cuz i mainly have ocd but after a few years of having ocd ive started getting symptoms of paranoia.. mostly recently ive realised i cant trust the people i love the most and its ruining my relationships with them cuz they think i dont trust them but i really do but i get paranoid about things and only recently have i told my closest friends how i really feel about things and i sound like a crazy person so im trying to change it i just hope i dont lose the people i love most during this process..
