This semester a huge change has overcome me. It started with a little negative thinking and spiraled out from there. Now I feel as though my sense of self is lost because I constantly try to please other people, and my confidence is shot. I can follow how I got to this place, but it doesn’t matter now. Tomorrow I’m going to face the world and start feel good about myself, not caring what others think. My goal by next Friday to have picked a college major and start being myself.
lyk0s's Life List
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1. Learn to play the piano
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2. have more sex
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3. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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4. choose a major
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5. be patient with myself
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6. sleep under the stars
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7. buy or rent MadWorld
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8. do some improv
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9. finish things i start
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10. go to the beach
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11. get more ram for my macbook
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12. be happy
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13. learn the difference between confidence and arrogance
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14. find ways to live in the moment
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15. love
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16. go to more concerts
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17. be more confident
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18. Take more photos
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19. To live instead of exist
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How I did it
How I did it: went to see up in 3D after a week and a half of rescheduling :P could have gone much better, but i wouldn't consider it a full blown date anyway ................................... Read how I did it…
How I did it: i just did it a little at a time, when i felt like it. i really didn't have any expectations for it, so i like it just the way it came out. it feels good to have something i can hang up and show to others :) Read how I did it…
Recent entries
Tomorrow I will begin to build it back
4 weeks ago
start learning piano
5 months ago
my goal is by the end of the week to be able to play at least one song. i’ve been putting this off all month, so i figure this is a good way to get started.
