although I can feel it lurking inside me. I’m sure if I can just let go and cry I can start to get through the grief process and get back to remembering the good things about my father and how he’d want me to experience the moment and embrace life as he did.
Lyssa's Life List
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1. learn Russian
2 entries . 3 cheers2,437 people -
2. crochet gifts for Christmas
2 cheers1 person -
3. visit Yosemite
1 cheer35 people -
4. get rid of the ants in my house
1 cheer1 person -
5. Learn a martial art
2 cheers1,447 people -
6. participate in Avon's Walk for Breast Cancer
1 entry . 1 cheer1 person -
7. feel my grief
1 entry . 1 cheer1 person -
8. get over this injury
2 entries2 people -
9. get a mammogram
1 entry . 2 cheers42 people -
10. laugh every day
1 entry . 1 cheer360 people -
11. attend a Budokon workshop
1 cheer1 person -
12. Get pregnant
2 cheers899 people -
13. get to know my neighbors
1 cheer74 people -
14. lose 75 pounds
3 entries . 3 cheers268 people -
15. Make new friends
12,717 people -
16. take my nephews to the movies
1 person -
17. manage my Bipolar disorder
1 cheer149 people -
18. create small pieces of art, and leave them for people to find
1 cheer492 people -
19. write a novel
9,665 people -
20. get the laundry done
3 people -
21. get another tattoo
2 entries3,422 people -
22. learn to ride a horse
3 cheers617 people -
23. Work out a very easy, very cheap and very healthy diet.
2 entries . 1 cheer6 people -
24. create a daily to do list and do it
1 person -
25. become a personal trainer/life coach
2 people -
26. write a book on fitness and nutrition
1 person -
27. become a Budokon teacher
1 person -
28. clean my house
682 people -
29. control my IBS
2 people -
30. teach my niece and nephews to do their makeup
1 entry1 person -
31. start driving again
21 people -
32. make a to do list
4 people -
33. learn German
1 entry . 1 cheer4,521 people -
34. get a recumbent spin bike
1 person -
35. get fit
1 entry . 1 cheer2,770 people -
36. give 100 cheers
56 people -
37. read a book every week
2 entries . 1 cheer136 people -
38. make it through a budokon workout without stopping
2 entries1 person -
39. dye my hair red
294 people -
40. take and upload a new photo of myself with my new haircut
1 person -
41. cure my insomnia
1 entry199 people -
42. join a gym
1 cheer582 people -
43. get a part-time job
115 people
I’ve had an issue with inflammation of the sacroiliac joint for about 16 years, a big reason why I was a couch potato for a good part of the last decade, but now I am determined to end that pattern. Now it flares up worse than ever. I can barely stand in the mornings, hobbling around like a 90 year old woman. My doctor has been through all the non-narcotic treatments and they aren’t working. The only non-narcotic with any effect is Toradol injections and those aren’t meant to be used long term, as in for more than three days. Vicodin works for the pain, but I really hate taking any narcotic: vicodin, demerol, any of them. I’ve tried chiropracty and steroid injections to no avail. My insurance provides a discount for non-traditional treatments, so if my doctor can’t come up with a non-narcotic solution when I see him on the 20th, I’m going to find an acupuncturist in hopes of seeing some improvement through a more natural means. I want my body back.
It turned out beautiful. All of us, my stepmom, brother, sister-in-law, husband, and oldest daughter worked on it together. We used a tri-fold board and painted it with a suede texture paint, then arranged the photos along with some scrapbook cutouts that represented his passions and hobbies. I think he would have definitely approved of the end result, very manly and western.
