although I can feel it lurking inside me. I’m sure if I can just let go and cry I can start to get through the grief process and get back to remembering the good things about my father and how he’d want me to experience the moment and embrace life as he did.
Lyssa's Life List
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1. get a part-time job
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2. start driving again
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3. teach my niece and nephews to do their makeup
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4. control my IBS
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5. clean my house
676 people -
6. become a Budokon teacher
1 person -
7. write a book on fitness and nutrition
1 person -
8. become a personal trainer/life coach
2 people -
9. create a daily to do list and do it
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10. make a to do list
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11. learn German
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12. get a recumbent spin bike
1 person -
13. join a gym
1 cheer561 people -
14. cure my insomnia
1 entry193 people -
15. take and upload a new photo of myself with my new haircut
1 person -
16. dye my hair red
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17. make it through a budokon workout without stopping
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18. read a book every week
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19. give 100 cheers
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20. get fit
1 entry . 1 cheer2,644 people -
21. Work out a very easy, very cheap and very healthy diet.
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22. learn to ride a horse
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23. get another tattoo
2 entries3,367 people -
24. get a mammogram
1 entry . 2 cheers37 people -
25. get over this injury
2 entries2 people -
26. feel my grief
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27. participate in Avon's Walk for Breast Cancer
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28. Learn a martial art
2 cheers1,412 people -
29. get rid of the ants in my house
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30. visit Yosemite
1 cheer37 people -
31. crochet gifts for Christmas
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32. laugh every day
1 entry . 1 cheer356 people -
33. attend a Budokon workshop
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34. Get pregnant
2 cheers874 people -
35. get the laundry done
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36. write a novel
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37. create small pieces of art, and leave them for people to find
1 cheer489 people -
38. manage my Bipolar disorder
1 cheer148 people -
39. take my nephews to the movies
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40. Make new friends
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41. lose 75 pounds
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42. get to know my neighbors
1 cheer66 people -
43. learn Russian
2 entries . 3 cheers2,362 people
I’ve had an issue with inflammation of the sacroiliac joint for about 16 years, a big reason why I was a couch potato for a good part of the last decade, but now I am determined to end that pattern. Now it flares up worse than ever. I can barely stand in the mornings, hobbling around like a 90 year old woman. My doctor has been through all the non-narcotic treatments and they aren’t working. The only non-narcotic with any effect is Toradol injections and those aren’t meant to be used long term, as in for more than three days. Vicodin works for the pain, but I really hate taking any narcotic: vicodin, demerol, any of them. I’ve tried chiropracty and steroid injections to no avail. My insurance provides a discount for non-traditional treatments, so if my doctor can’t come up with a non-narcotic solution when I see him on the 20th, I’m going to find an acupuncturist in hopes of seeing some improvement through a more natural means. I want my body back.
It turned out beautiful. All of us, my stepmom, brother, sister-in-law, husband, and oldest daughter worked on it together. We used a tri-fold board and painted it with a suede texture paint, then arranged the photos along with some scrapbook cutouts that represented his passions and hobbies. I think he would have definitely approved of the end result, very manly and western.
