madde2333




I'm doing 40 things
 

madde2333's Life List

  1. 1. get married
    2 entries
    17,899 people
  2. 2. get rich
    2,034 people
  3. 3. have a sixpack
    1 entry
    112 people
  4. 4. grow my hair long
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    3,415 people
  5. 5. play the piano well
    1 cheer
    57 people
  6. 6. Make new friends
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    12,243 people
  7. 7. get a degree in Law
    7 people
  8. 8. keep in touch with friends
    1 cheer
    690 people
  9. 9. learn to swing dance
    1 cheer
    1,060 people
  10. 10. Read more
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    7,475 people
  11. 11. Send a message in a bottle
    3,526 people
  12. 12. be an organ donor
    81 people
  13. 13. write a book
    24,983 people
  14. 14. Get a tattoo
    19,617 people
  15. 15. own my own bar/ strip club
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    2 people
  16. 16. stay straight edge
    4 entries . 2 cheers
    65 people
  17. 17. have whiter teeth
    118 people
  18. 18. meet simple plan
    112 people
  19. 19. paint
    1 entry
    1,284 people
  20. 20. be a librarian
    61 people
  21. 21. be a pin up model
    1 entry
    134 people
  22. 22. love my family more
    40 people
  23. 23. touch someone you cannot see
    1 entry
    1 person
  24. 24. find my birth parents
    1 cheer
    440 people
  25. 25. Learn to cook
    1 cheer
    7,838 people
  26. 26. eat more healthy
    274 people
  27. 27. Get a Black & Pink electric guitar
    5 people
  28. 28. give an important speech
    3 people
  29. 29. go clubbing
    225 people
  30. 30. learn photography
    2,546 people
  31. 31. date a doctor
    5 people
  32. 32. give a homily at a funeral
    1 entry
    1 person
  33. 33. Meet tom
    5 people
  34. 34. Make a postcard and send it to Post Secret
    186 people
  35. 35. Talk to my father
    1 entry
    26 people
  36. 36. Stop eating junk food
    438 people
  37. 37. love
    1 cheer
    2,666 people
  38. 38. get over my crush
    3 entries
    135 people
  39. 39. model
    977 people
  40. 40. Break up with him
    1 entry
    35 people

How I did it
How to buy a car
It took me
18 years
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Recent entries
get over my crush (read all 3 entries…)
I feel stupid 1 week ago

A little while ago at work we (the girls) were talking about who we thought were hot coworkers and such. I so bluntly stated that I had a crush on YOU KNOW THAT CRUSH! And that I found him attractive but thought he was wayyyy too old for me. Apparently that made it’s way around to him

Here is how I found out that he knows that I have a crush on him.

Sunday Morning I was working with a gay coworker friend when he confronted me about a “crush” issue. Apparently my crush and gay coworker were at a bar and my crush told him that he knew I had a crush on him.. Hope you caught all of that.

Anyhow I feel totally mortified. And apparently, word is getting around! because I have been confronted about the issue on several occasions since. I told them all no way jose and what not but like idk. I still obviously do of course! I feel so embarrassed because I don’t want to have this crush. I’ll get over it soon. I know i will. I have to.



Break up with him
It's over 1 week ago

It’s been over since the beginning! Arggh it makes me so angry. I have tried breaking up with him on several occasions since february. The truth is.. I am very scared this man will harm himself or others if I do it. He has such a deep emotional attachment and it has gotten to the point that I am afraid. I’m bored and feel let down.



paint
painting 1 week ago

For christmas last year my boyfriend got me a bunch of acrylic paints and such. I started to paint a lot and then soon fell out of it because of school, work, and life I suppose. Recently I was over at my friend Max’s house and we busted out the paints and we started painting again. Painting makes me feel so at ease. Painting is happily one thing that I am very close to taking off of my 43 things.



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