i havent even been on this site in 3 or 4 years. i survived my long distance relationship… just didnt come out of it with the same partner. still very much good friends. but him and i grew apart… and i have actually accomplished one of my other goals along the way… the one about falling in love. been with an AMAZING man for the last three and a half years. i got my engagement ring on our anniversary so things are looking up :)
madeline_'s Life List
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1. lose weight
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2. make my parents proud
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3. be nicer to my sister
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4. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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5. find my passion
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6. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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7. quit biting my nails
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8. drink more water
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9. feel beautiful
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10. To live instead of exist
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11. Wait For Him..
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12. Never give up
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13. make it into the Oregon Crusaders
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14. follow my bliss
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15. fall in love with myself
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16. Be healthy physically, mentally, and emotionally
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17. love myself in a unitard
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18. be remembered
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19. Have a baby
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20. discover my bliss
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21. Be Great At Colorguard
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22. have wild dance parties in my room
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23. make friends all over the world
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24. Start running
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25. have better posture
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26. Stop wanting
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Recent entries
So hard to wait for him.. but 2 years is a lot longer than it seems. I know we still have a chance at being together, but it wont mean as much.
Do I regret it?.. no, because I’m happy in my current situation. I wish that I hadn’t found something that makes me happy, so I wouldnt have to mess with the temptation.
I’m weak.
The try-outs here in town for the Oregon Crusaders was canceled… So now i get to attend their january camp and basicaly try out there i guess. its either january or february. im so excited.

