mafia369

i dont dream. if i do, i dont recall seeing any of it.
i want to be able to dream and to be able to at least remember that i had a dream. i think it’s because of all the stress im getting from my parents, being pushed around like a ragged doll, and of all the homework that im loaded with every day. i hope my situation improves so that i can get more sleep at night and maybe dream alittle :]

currently 50kg…..
this is gunna take a while… ><

the thing is… i cut my own hair. so it’s even harder for me to actually grow out my hair. the moment i see a hairstyle i like that’s shorter than my hair, i have the urge to cut it. this began just over a year ago after i came back from the hair cuttery. the woman who was in charge of cutting my hair just couldnt understand how i wanted my hair! so i just gave up, gave them the money, went home, and cut my hair myself. ever since then, i never trusted anyone with my hair. and after a while, i became better at cutting my own hair so it became even harder to stop cutting my hair shorter. but now i’ve been growing out my hair for about two months and it has finally passed my shoulders. i hope to keep up my progress and get my hair to be the length i want it to be :]