mags101

im loving college. really settled in now. so glad i came back.

i really want to go!! whst good to see there?

yay!! they are so horrible!!

im ok the way i am. for now.

when i think of something that has to be done, i run out and do it. mostly cos i know that il forget if i dont do it right away.but ive been told to pace myself, there is always tomorrow.

i dont want to waste time, but i dont hace the energy to keep doing things either. i just want to sit in front of the fire for a while and relax. cept my boyfriend has loads of energy and he likes to go places and visit people. i dont mind, i just dont have the energy. he knows that too, as he knows that i am sick.

coming to college has been one of the best things i have decided to do. im making new friends, and i know that this time im wiser in deciding who i let into my life.

my house with Damien that is

i signed up for a class, it hasnt started yet!

this is proving to make me feel so much better!!

il ask him to kiss me in the rain… watch this space!

i passed first time!!

im only in first year, i dropped out before and im afraid of doing so again. i just dont have the courage to go through with it, i love to learn but i feel alone here.

my boyfriend loves me.

now i dont have any time to waste. i dont even get time to do the things i want to do. i need a break now. im tired.

i came back to college!! im learning!!

this is really difficult. ive started college, help!!! ive been here 3weeks now, this being my forth and its not going so well!!

i feel it. i receive love. it makes me feel great!!

i hope he sticks around. i hope i dont push him away.

i got a 00 lancer!! its not much, but at least she belongs to me. my own car. her name is luna.