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emily b #1

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emily b #1's Life List

  1. 1. grow my hair long
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  2. 2. Live with Passion and Integrity
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  3. 3. Improve my photography
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  4. 4. face my fear of being alone
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  5. 5. stop drinking soda and start drinking more water
    1 entry . 3 cheers     		66 people
  6. 6. Jog three miles without passing out
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  7. 7. learn all the elements on the element table
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  8. 8. Learn to whistle with my fingers
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  9. 9. not be anorexic
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  10. 10. learn to skateboard
    1 entry     		1,314 people
  11. 11. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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  12. 12. learn to accept life as it is
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		1 person
  13. 13. have someone take a good picture of me
    		1 person
  14. 14. not worry so much
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		231 people
  15. 15. eat healthy
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  16. 16. take my children on a yearly family vacation
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  17. 17. see the northern lights
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  18. 18. learn to prioritize
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  19. 19. Laugh a lot
    1 entry     		101 people
  20. 20. never apologize for being me
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  21. 21. find inner peace
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  22. 22. do 100 crunches, repeating 3 times, 3 days a week
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  23. 23. tell my story
    2 entries     		17 people
  24. 24. see more live music
    3 entries . 2 cheers     		617 people
  25. 25. list 43 things I like about myself
    4 entries . 1 cheer     		119 people
  26. 26. love my body
    1 entry     		953 people
  27. 27. List my 100 favorite movies (movies you'd watch over and over again)
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  28. 28. take better care of my teeth
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  29. 29. learn 3 interesting facts about each person who works with me
    10 entries . 3 cheers     		1 person
  30. 30. Do 43 random acts of kindness in 2008.
    4 entries     		26 people
  31. 31. find my soul mate
    2 entries     		369 people
  32. 32. create my soundtrack on www.playlist.com & write a blog about every song
    1 entry     		17 people
  33. 33. deal with my anger
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  34. 34. Go bowling more often
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  35. 35. figure out what BRIMFUL OF ASHA means
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  36. 36. find a pen pal
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  37. 37. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
    1 entry     		5,870 people
  38. 38. ask him to be my date to the wedding
    4 entries     		1 person
  39. 39. list the qualities i want in a guy
    1 entry     		1 person
  40. 40. get a boob job!
    		262 people
Recent entries
feel beautiful (read all 3 entries…)
last time i wrote.... 1 month ago

the last time i wrote was over a month ago. before we kissed. before i knew he felt like he did. we just met too late. and i can’t do anything about it.

and now he is moving across the country to be with her. our kiss motivated him to do the one thing he was afraid of: commit to her. and its killing me how much i miss him already….4 weeks. and counting

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see more live music (read all 3 entries…)
Big Smith 2 months ago

So we are going to see Big Smith this weekend. Probably going to get pretty crazy….it should be a good time. I just want to eat some good food before we go, drink some beers and then dance my ass off.

Maybe even meet a guy… WHO KNOWS…

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find my soul mate (read all 2 entries…)
i think......... 2 months ago

i might have found him but he is already taken. he is so funny and we ginuinely have a great time together. Problem is….I met him a day late and he is in a relationship. Which is only to be expected- he is amazing. we hang out but ONLY as friends….he has no idea I feel this way. I would never say anything because I am NOT going to be “that” girl. I was cheated on in the past….it sucks…so I make a conscious decision to stay clear of that lifestyle. But it doesn’t stop me from feeling what I feel.

I am trying to go out & meet other guys. Problem is, this guy & I have gotten to be pretty good friends and we hang out regularly, so for me to suddenly stop might tip him off or even hurt his feelings.

Is it wrong to start dating someone else even though I have these feelings & feel unavailable to BE in a relationship with someone else???? I guess time will tell….................

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