malagagirl

I’m not ready for the driver’s test, due to lack of practising hours since my new job.. Have to postpone it till begin February. arghhh, i’m little frustrated about it..

I keep holding on to my perfect scenarios and when things are not going the way I expected, I get very dissapointed and freak out. So, this is an important thing to work on.

I’ve always loved the concept of dating since on a date you give each other a lot of attention, there is enough to talk about, romantic atmosphere, the mysterious person you can play, and your mysterious date that seems to be great. But after a while, when I get to know the person well, I usually get disappointed by some flaws or negative things that I have found out about him. Although I know that nobody’s perfect.

So there are some nice guys in my personal space and also at work that I’d like to date. I find them great to hang around with, I have great conversations with them… while I’m playing to be just a friend.. (of course the truth is I have crushes on them)..
I fail to ask one of them out. So, I keep holding them at distance. I think I’ve lost my courage to ask someone out :S

somehow something’s always holding me back from doing this. Or maybe I worry too much about the landing..

On my 21st birthday we went out dancing and a friend asked me if I had seen The Coyote Ugly movie, where they danced on the bar. She said: “Well, let’s do it” and I responded with “Ok”. It was fun! We had the best times that night! We repeated this a few years later on my 25th birthday :)

I went out to a bar where a party was going on. This stranger danced with me all night and we had nice conversations. Suddenly I kissed him (I was surprised too by myself ;)), he responded and so we where kissing for a while on the dancefloor. This was amazing. Had a few dates with him, but didn’t turn out into something. Because he was a very nice guy, that time it was worth doing.

I used to work out at the fitness 3 times 1 hour a week. Since I graduated and started my new job this was decreased to 0 times. 5 months no exercises, I know, that’s bad.

I have been saying this for more than a year! But my computer is still not formatted! And every heavy programme that I run is getting slower.. Why can’t I make up my mind and start formatting?

This is something I really want to do.. I’ve never kayaked before. Every year I try to plan this with my friends, but the plan was never realised..

Planning my examination for my driver’s license in December. Hopefully I will pass, because there’s already a car waiting for me! :) so I can drive home to my parent’s with Christmas.. I am really tired travelling by bus and train..

I have periods that I can keep up with my healthy eating behaviour. Basics, enough vegetables, fibers, fruits etc. This is when I am busy and have enough things to do. But when I have lot of leisure time, it’s like holiday for me. I stop cooking, I get myself some fastfood, go out dining (usually eating outside is unhealthy), get chocolate for my guests that are visiting me (and eat a lot myself).. right now this is what’s happening again. I have to stop this!

I used to sleep at 10.30 pm. But now in the evening I’m still doing things on my computer, calling on the phone, watch movies late at night and more things that I shouldn’t do. My time to go to bed has now moved to somewhere between 2 and 4 am! Terrible. And I have to get up at 7 am for work! You can imagine that I feel very sleepy during the day.
I need to fix this..

I have played the piano for 12 years, everyday. I stopped playing when I went to university, since I didn’t have a piano at my students room. I tried to practise so now and then whenever I had the opportunity to it at the cultural centre for students. But my technique was soon slipping into lower levels. One day I noticed that I couldn’t play all those masterpieces like before. This really frustrates me. Also at parties, people know that I have had piano lessons before and ask me to play something. But then I don’t remember anything of it, even the simple pieces.
My plan is to buy a digital piano and start playing again.

Any movie you want, any time you want. It’s great, you don’t have to wait till your friend has made some time free to see a movie. And don’t feel lonely by going alone, I’ve noticed there are lots of people going alone. So if you feel like you want to see a movie, just go.