I'm doing 19 things
That day was nearly 7 years ago. I was fourteen years old and I had just met this boy over the Internet. He lived in VA and I lived in IL. Two years went by and I tried to get him to come to my sophomore homecoming with me, it was going to be the first time we met. Things went wrong and I never got to meet him. Because of the distance we had been off and on all throughout these past 7 years, but we always knew we were supposed to be together. So february 7th I took a drive 13 hours away from home to see him. After nearly 7 years I was able to be next to him, hold him, kiss him and just feel him next to me. I have never in my life felt so perfect.
malbert33's Life List
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1. Get over my fear of spiders
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2. Don't miss a workout for a whole week
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3. Make it a week without eating fast food
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4. Make it a week without drinking soda
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5. Marry the love of my life.
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6. Read more books
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7. go out on "date nights" with my spouse on a regular basis
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8. take better care of my skin
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9. meditate
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10. become healthier
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11. Challenge negative thoughts
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12. To live instead of exist
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13. not care what other people think of me
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14. Get a tattoo
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15. Save up six months worth of living expenses
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16. learn to save money
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17. not worry
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18. get my own apartment
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19. identify 50 things that make me happy (besides money)
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How I did it
It made me
very happy 
How I did it: I just sat down one day when I felt the anxiety coming and took long deep breaths until I could calm myself down. I separated myself from what was causing the problem until I could calm down and figure out a way to solve what was wrong. I feel so much better about handling things now. Read how I did it…
It made me
Happy
How I did it: I just sat down and wrote out a whole lot of things that came to mind that made me smile. It makes me happy when I think about the list and I'm going to hang onto it. I bet i can find more things :} Read how I did it…
It made me
Super happy :}
How I did it: My uncle decided that he wanted to sell his car so im giving him the monthly payments until its paid off. I'm so glad that I dont have to share a car with my parents anymore it will make things much easier Read how I did it…
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