I'm doing 34 things
I’m going to be dealing with this off and on my whole life, but I know that I can handle it. It took me 18 years and 6 suicide attempts and 2 hospitalizations and six years of trying about 14 different meds….but I’m finally ok. It feels different and a bit unfamiliar, but I am getting used to it and liking it more and more. I can focus and I don’t cry all the time and life is much less overwhelming. And I’ve found that I’m still me—I don’t feel any less creative or honest or even less cynical sometimes. And maybe I’ll fall back into the disease, and maybe it’ll still get me in the end, but for now, I’m happy. And knowing that I can feel happy is awesome.
malloranne's Life List
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1. not date for awhile
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2. attend a large music festival
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3. Become TEFL qualified
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4. learn to not fall off my long board
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5. let someone hear the songs I've written
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6. ice skate on a frozen lake
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7. live out of one backpack
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8. live on a farm
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9. Teach for America
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10. learn to sail
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11. be a revolutionary
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12. Learn to surf
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13. stop picking at my cuticles
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14. dance (ballet)
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15. join the peace corps
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16. volunteer on a local basis
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17. visit Cloverland, WA
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18. go to Dickens World
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19. get paid to do research
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20. Summit Mt. Rainier
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21. join the Mile High Club
1 cheer937 people -
22. move to Africa
1 cheer31 people -
23. live in a treehouse
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24. travel the pan-american highway
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25. learn to play the drums
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26. sing again
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27. Become fluent in more than one language
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28. Learn how to speak a variety of accents and dialects
3 people -
29. kiss someone with a tongue or lip piercing
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30. involve myself in falconry
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31. write more short stories
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32. read and do "This book will change your life"
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33. Fill up my passport before it expires
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34. run with the bulls
226 people
Recent entries
Long enough to not want to date anymore?
Long enough to be ok with not dating?
Until I find someone worth dating?
And does this mean no going on dates at all or just no serious dating?
When do I get to take this goal off the list?
I should find a more clear goal.
