I'm doing 39 things
I haven’t completely lost her, though it will be more than likely I won’t see her as much. She decided to steal her girl-friends truck, smoke crack, go on a high speed pursuit, evade the police, then physically fight them and was restrained, and thrown into jail. For a long time more than likely. We have been both going around in circles so long with our choices, and directions in life. The question I have been posed is do I take the straight and narrow path, or do I Vere off into the narrow windy path, that can ultimately only leed to one place… I have finally chosen the straight and narrow, and hope my friend will someday too.
mandy_grrl2b's Life List
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1. fix my teeth again
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2. see the opera
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3. have better family communications
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4. make my parents proud of me
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5. KILL the cockroaches
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6. raise another baby possum
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7. make thanksgiven
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8. be admired by someone
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9. Not lose my best friend
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10. Visit my brother
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11. learn to fishtail, and frenchbraid my OWN hair
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12. re-pierce my bellybutton
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13. regularly start attending meetings
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14. Take a cruise to the bahamas
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15. Cuddle
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16. Fall In Love
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17. Get a Tatoo !!
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18. Find a Higher Power
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19. go camping
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20. improve my taro / psyche skills
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21. be a veterinarian
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22. Dye my hair some crazy color
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23. Travel to "The Down Under"
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24. stop worrying about everything, I cannot control!
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25. Publish all my poetry to an honest publishing house
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26. beat up my yours and my creditors
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27. By & start using an exercise mat to reshape my u-no-wht!
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28. Have a family reunion ,
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29. Learn algebra
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30. Get a better, faster computer!
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31. sell my crafts
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32. Actively Speak in a Positive manner
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33. Acquire all the Gangsta / Drug Tale Movie
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34. ride a motorcycle in the LOVE ride
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35. Save enough $ to actually be considered a savings account
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36. Be a Web /it Expert
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37. start enjoying life
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38. age gracefully
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39. Get a car
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Recent entries
I never thought the day would come, when I would actually act like my age, and stay out of the playpens for more than a few months. I have not gone back to my playpen for over a year now, and but for the grace of god, there go I. I found out this morning, that two of my playmates from our pen, died. One committed suicide with pills and alcohol, and pills.,and no one knows what happened to skip, other than he died. I was heading down the same road, daily, I tried my very best to be non-existent, to check out, disappear away from realty. Present , and living in the real world now where people you know die, go to prison, get locked up in jails and sanitariums, get wet brain. I have seen it all, all too many times. Too many times that I Cannot in good conscious look in the mirror , and have self-respect, if I don’t gain some kind of life experience from all the loneliness, despair, and tragedy, that is life.
I am in a very respectable profession, real estate. this business is though as some as the twin to the Attorney sharks. So I have decided to become a shark, a pirate… what ever. It is fun, the world is always spinning faster than it was the other day. Learning, doing, teaching, believing in my self, and I have succumb to the idea, that if I truly do want to succeed, I can, and I am living it today.
