I'm doing 22 things
Untitled
2 years ago
to talk more.
to say what im feeling.
to initiate convo.
to be the first one to say hello.
to stand up to people im afraid of.
marcomont's Life List
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1. find myself
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2. be comfortable in my own skin
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3. learn to be myself
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4. live instead of exist
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5. enjoy life
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6. be happy
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7. get over my fear of people
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8. take an interest in others
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9. be more assertive
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10. make eye contact
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11. keep my head up
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12. talk to a stranger
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13. stop being shy
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14. start talking again
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15. say what's on my mind
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16. get involved
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17. make friends
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18. move out
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19. meditate daily
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20. Start my own business
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21. do something amazing
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22. Be confident
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Recent entries
i just cant do it..
2 years ago
its so difficult. it needs to be under the right circumstances. not being able to talk feels like holding your breath all day. i know i should just start, but i just cant. maybe its the fear of embarassment, maybe its the fear of looking stupid, maybe i feel that im not worthy. god, my self esteem is low. i still feel the effects of childhood trauma and i cant break out of this shell. i know im smart, i have every reason to feel good about myself. its the fear of the unknown, if i start talking what will happen. something bad is bound to happen. its pessimism also. o well, i guess its important to talk about it.
