it hasn’t been long since i got into the game of flirting and showing that I am open …and … the things that have happened ever since are amazingly weird and annoyingly vague … I no longer wish to blame myself for what happens but if I don’t then there must be something I’m not getting about the men’s way of thinking. I’m not suggesting that women are easy to figue out – God, we are mysteries too – but… I thought men had the reputation of being more straight forward… I am simply surprised!
markella's Life List
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1. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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2. live in the moment
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3. take better care of myself
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4. be self-sufficient
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5. Finish my B.A.
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6. reach enlightenment
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7. get a masters degree
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8. love and be loved
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9. take voice lessons
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10. understand men
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11. stop feeling jealous
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12. meditate daily
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13. be happy
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14. lose weight
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15. exercise regularly
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16. eat healthier
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17. be more confident
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18. learn sign language
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19. Never stop learning
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20. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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21. Get a PhD
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22. Volunteer
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23. like myself
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24. Sing
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for the few times that I have woken up in an extremely good mood and have walked around, I can tell that the way people see you is not purely based on …looking like a model, but on your attitude and the way YOU think of yourself. As confidence rises so do many other things in your life. My goal is to reach to a point where I have more confidence everyday and not just some days of the year that I happen to wake up on the right side of the bed :P I’m heading towards my goal lately it seems, which is very encouraging…
it is amazing to just let go and follow the tracks that the instincts set out for you… I have tried walking around Athens without having a predetermined destination and it was quite fun. I ended up finding places that were really pretty and high in energy and weirdly enough the more I continue [walking without having planned where I’m going] the closer I seem to get to Acropolis every single time, which I know will make a few of you spiritual people out there wonder ;)...

