marlitharn's Life List
1. Volunteer at an animal shelter
2. go on another adventure
3. Get a dog
4. find my art
5. stop getting high
6. find a better way to express myself
7. get over the fear of sending someone my resume
8. Swim with whales
9. stop wanting what i cant have
10. Get another tatoo
11. Read all the books I've borrowed
How I did it: went to the school and asked for a step by step from the administration. It used to be really difficult to get a university clearance, but its much faster now, all you have to do is call them after 10 days and ask if you can go pick it up. Read how I did it…
How I did it: smoked up and downloaded brushes then went with it. used photshop cs3, i used my old photos and just experimented with all sorts of looks, making sure though that my brushes had blood splatters and flower stuff. Read how I did it…
How I did it: I guess... this whole band drama, stemmed from several facts:My changing of schoolsTao having a new and busier jobSeeing Pol againMissing everything thats changed since last yeari kept kicking myself all week for being so consumed with the past.I think the point here is, cherish your moments right?and getting over the band break up was telling myself that, it was a precious memory, and i have all my life to make more wonderful memories. Read how I did it…
And… i think im closely meeting my goal.
Tao hadnt called me back, and to tell the truth, im not as sad as i was before.
I do still miss the old days, but i kinda figured, that it really doesnt help to mope on and on about it. Its done, and it was great. I should just look forward to more moments like those in the future.
Ill give it another week, once im sure that im not crying anymore, ill consider this goal done.
A bar near my house posted a “female bartender wanted” sign, and its a pretty cool place… i wouldnt mind tending there… although it might have a height requirement or something.
Ive always said i wanted to go back to theater, specially since i graduated high school ive missed it so much, and theres this theater group holding auditions.
And no, i havnt even looked at my resume lately… i dont know how to update it… and i dont really like looking at it…
i dont like the feeling of jotting all the things that i should be proud of on one piece of paper.