mary moses

I found myself talking to people just to hear my own voice . I joined mom groups and pretended to be interested in things i wasn’t just to not be alone . I become friends with people who mistreated me . I had a lightbulb moment when i watching my best friend at the time flirt( and when i say flirt i mean being a slut)with my husband and i told them both i was fine with it all . What was i saying, why did i say it. I sent her packing, i almost sent my husband packing . I cleaned house . I really had to some self exploring . I read ” Eat, Pray , Love” by Elizabeth Gilbert and it change my life . I have let go of my neediness, i have put up standards and i have learned to enjoy myself .
“never forget that once upon a time, in an unguarded moment, you recognized yourself as a friend .”

best wished

learn what to eat ? what not to eat ? get motivated to exercise !

I hate the smell of smoke . I know what it does to my body. I know it will hurt my children. When i have a drink i have to smoke. I can go weeks with no urge to smoke and than wham i have a drink and someone offers me a smoke and i am smoking .