maryedgarallanpoe

It’s been almost 60 days since i stopped cutting my wrists. It’s not similar to other addictions, just that nothing got me so down these months.

This is how it goes, i get used to the pain. So if someone leaves me i have to cut myself and let it bleed. Of course it sound disgusting or freaky. This is just a side of me. I live with it trying sometimes to quit this bad behavior.
I know it’s wrong.

...Is to be free from my frustration, not to feel like a looser. The most important thing form me is to feel comfortable in my own shoes. I can’t do that unless i change my situation. Hard to do it, at least i can write about it. That still make no difference.