maryedgarallanpoe




I'm doing 5 things
 

maryedgarallanpoe's Life List

  1. 1. get more tattoos
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  2. 2. tongue piercing
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  3. 3. learn how to swim
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  4. 4. go to journalism school in october
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  5. 5. change my job
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Recent entries
cut my arms for every mistake i've made (read all 2 entries…)
hope 2 years ago

It’s been almost 60 days since i stopped cutting my wrists. It’s not similar to other addictions, just that nothing got me so down these months.



cut my arms for every mistake i've made (read all 2 entries…)
How can i live with myself if no one is punishing me 2 years ago

This is how it goes, i get used to the pain. So if someone leaves me i have to cut myself and let it bleed. Of course it sound disgusting or freaky. This is just a side of me. I live with it trying sometimes to quit this bad behavior.
I know it’s wrong.



i wanna do somenthing i like, travel the country or the world, make photos
My dream life 2 years ago

...Is to be free from my frustration, not to feel like a looser. The most important thing form me is to feel comfortable in my own shoes. I can’t do that unless i change my situation. Hard to do it, at least i can write about it. That still make no difference.




 

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