i think i lost myself with so much going on i cant tell the diff the world basically revolves aroud me and i hate the deal this is the end of me i hate been me i want to type faster and faster cause i know i have so much ahead of me i cant tell the diff life is going fast the i think i lost me true self what happened to the real me came back sue we need u that is what they said and i was like what the fac is this cause i reaaly loved him only death could do us apart i tend to think that way but me am wack i need to love just me please sue wake up life is passing u by i have to pay a phone that i broke on monday so life goes on and on i am sue i mean that is the real me and i love so much that it gives me sweats i also love cahtting so am lik = an addicted to it that i ahave to do it almost everyday and i mean it everyday that sucks i hate so much i mean i dont have a job and am trying to gain a little poaunds then am good to go what is this life taking me to i hate my life it sucks ka wana i hate my real me i mean who would even fall for me anyways ama such i dont even have words for myreal me i mean i suck like crazy so much that i have never had a sex even not one tyme had i had a boy frend that is the real me and i hate it so much i have lost all my life over nothing the other day i hear that this dude is dead his name is sam ati he drowned and am like what the hell cause this is not what i wanted i want more than this life can give and i cannnot get it so am like what the hell is wrong with the poor me am lost am a i blind ama something close to that cause this deal sucks ka wana i hate been here this is the worst and i mean thw worst cayse i was so like am over him abut i cant doi it i have tried i need to see u for real i feel like am going to die am a diva in the making i mean so i need my punk so come to me baboe
marysux21's Life List
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1. finish college in 2011.. witha bashelors degree
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2. stand for myself
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4. be more me
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5. get laid
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