It is hot weather again and everyone wears T-shirts except me, as I have to hide my weight. So I went to buy some stuff and was sweating all the time. I hate myself. I can’t control myself. I always repeat same mistakes. I’m never going to win myself. Also I saw my neighbour who has a baby. She lost all her extra pounds after pregnancy and I can’t do this weight lose for 100 years. Uh… Sometimes I motivate myself but it just can’t last for a long. Thought I am not satisfied for a long. Looser…
Oct 13, 2008, 04:08AM PDT | 1 comment
As I am studing at home I don’t really get out really often and I don’t have that habit to do my hair and make up before leaving the house. I mean, I do it when I go to some special place but when I go shopping for example I go just like that. Thought as for the day you don’t need a lot of make up. Just a little bit of mascara, blusher and lip stick. It really doesn’t take much time but you look much prettier. Also if our hair is well combed we have everything we need to look really presentably. I find myself too lazy or busy with some other stuff like I can’t realize that all I need is about five minutes per day to do this. And a little bit of deodorant, of course. And parfums for night. Also I think that we should use decent makeup during the day so our makeup for evening and night could be more impressive. Woman have to have enough time for herself because – I don’t have enough of time – is not excuse. It is a habit. Woman always has to act like a woman.
Oct 13, 2008, 12:09AM PDT | 0 comments
I would like to be a more positive person not because just of me only but because people around me as wel. It is always encouraging when you see someone with positive energy, who believes that life is so easy and that everything is possible, and who has smile on her/his face. Smile could make really huge difference on our appearance. Your look is much better with smile. I would like to share positive energy to people around me, and to myself also.
Oct 12, 2008, 11:56PM PDT | 0 comments
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