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mayuio




I'm doing 17 things
  

mayuio's Life List

  1. 1. be anorexic
    		2,683 people
  2. 2. get thin
    		419 people
  3. 3. drink more water
    1 entry     		16,210 people
  4. 4. be like nicole richie
    		26 people
  5. 5. Stop eating junk food
    		385 people
  6. 6. Meet George Clooney
    		44 people
  7. 7. have a better memory
    		86 people
  8. 8. lose more weight
    		291 people
  9. 9. go to germany
    		404 people
  10. 10. Buy a better camera
    		36 people
  11. 11. stop eating
    1 entry     		458 people
  12. 12. Get more sleep
    1 entry     		3,836 people
  13. 13. have a perfect body
    		142 people
  14. 14. Let go of the past
    		1,429 people
  15. 15. start penpaling again & keep it up for at least a year
    		3 people
  16. 16. have a penpal
    1 cheer     		270 people
  17. 17. be a victoria secret model
    		16 people
Recent entries
stop eating
im a fat cow 11 months ago

today i couldn’t stop eating, i never eat breakfast, but today i ate breakfast with my friend at work, then bought a pepsi “not diet” and when i arrived home i ate snacks, after that i ate brownies really big one, after two hours i made sandwitch and a strawberry juice, i totally forgot bout the exterme diet
i feel like i gained 5 kgs in one day eek

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Get more sleep
Sleepy 11 months ago

I used to sleep for about 7-12 hours a day, but since a week i’m sleeping less than 5 hours, it totally sucks that I have work at morning and I go there with dark cycles under my eyes lol, I look funny and all the customers keeps asking whats wrong, it seems that they think of me as an addict to something hehehe
I’m trying to sleep more but I have insomnia, I sleep after two hours of thinking to sleep, and every one hour I wake up
it really sucks, I think i’ll try using some pills 8-)

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be happy
happiness is not what i want 11 months ago

this is the hardest goal, i tried my best to be happy, but it seems everything i want tunrs to the way i’m afraid of, and never thought about, my bf and my family and the friends that i’ll never have
i gave up, i don’t want to be happy anymore, i prefer to stuck like this for the rest of my life than trying to do something will never happen
im so tired of my fake smiles and pretending to be a happy person infront of my family and my bf
i’ll just be what god gave me SADDNESS “its what i am, if im not sad i’m not comfortable
im just another crazy woman…!

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