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Add to the Wisdom Jar (read all 10 entries…)
An Inconvenient Self-Awareness

Last night I finally watched An Inconvenient Truth. Obviously, it brings into graphic clarity the effects of what we’re doing on the planet and to the planet, and the consequences to us for doing so. The thought that the undisputed and ongoing melting of the polar ice caps will result in a possible 100 million refugees from low-lying areas is truly mind-boggling. And yet amid all the obviousness of what Al Gore presents, there seems to be a somewhat misplaced message: that resolving this issue is the government’s responsibility. “Someone should do something about it” sort of thing. And while there are suggestions of contacting elected officials and lobbying them, and I do think that those are important, I feel that the greatest groundswell of change can come from the individual. I am flashing back on an article on National Geographic last summer on Swarm Theory. It basically states that in any group of animals (bees, wildebeests, salmon, migratory birds), the individual isn’t smart enough to resolve the group’s issues of survival. However, if the individual acts in the interest of the group, the group intelligence can indeed result in survival and even thriving. Perhaps we can take a page from their book and individually act in what each of us perceives to be the best for the group, and then there’s the hope that we as a species will survive. In that respect, resolving this issue isn’t a government’s responsibility (well, it is, but if the political system is controlled by other interests, it’s a much too slow and inefficient way of getting there to actually make a difference) so much as an individual responsibility. The climatecrisis.net website associated with the film does have good suggestions for individual actions, but the overall rating process of how well each person is doing in terms of making a difference is unfortunately misleading. I came out with flying colors because I don’t own a car and don’t travel very often by plane. But years ago I took a similar, though much more in-depth test, on BBCNews.com, and I didn’t really come out with such flying colors: it would take 2.2 earths to support my lifestyle if everyone lived like me. I live by myself; I live in a country that is very ineffective in its use of energy; I am not vegan; I have a hot water heater and a refrigerator that not only required lots of carbon emissions to make, but run 24 hours a day; and I have access to all the lights, computer equipment, buses that run whether there are passengers on them or not, and supermarkets that use resource-intensive packaging that can sometimes be recycled, sometimes not, and even if it is recyclable, it takes a lot of energy to do so. Not to mention that I eat frozen items and some of my food and purchased items come from thousands of miles away. So 2.2 earths indeed would be necessary to support the planet if everyone had a lifestyle like my own, a far more sobering thought than the fact that I’m far better than the national average in terms of my carbon footprint.

So, I need to start working on these things. Buying unprocessed food and cooking it is a start; and though I don’t care for the light given off by compact fluorescent bulbs, I can certainly replace half of the conventional bulbs in my house with them and supplement the quality of light with the other half of the incandescent variety. And come up with some strategy to my consumption of durable goods (all of which come from China) and see if I can get the management of the apartment building where I live to become part of Seattle’s Clean Green program so food scraps wind up being composted as opposed to mixed with inorganic matter in a landfill that gives off gases. And I suppose that living in a shared space would greatly diminish the issue of a fundamentally inefficient heater and refrigerator.

I have to say that there seems to be the belief that Americans are incapable of seeing the need for radical change in their lifestyles. “Don’t own a car; or if you must, think of every possible alternative before driving it” or “forget about setting the AC thermostat – have no AC unless you live somewhere where you’ve got desert temperatures” or “don’t buy packaged food” or “rethink your durable goods needs” would get us a lot closer to carbon neutral, but somehow there’s the belief that Americans can’t stomach these concepts or act on them.

I did like it that the film pointed out that solutions do already exist, each of which contributes to resolving the issue; and that if we implemented all of them, it would be possible to reverse the trend of global warming.



travel to egypt (read all 3 entries…)
Warm people, breathtaking country, lots of self-reflection...

Is what I came away with after 14 days there in the middle of January. You can’t go somewhere as different from your culture as Egypt without having a mirror held up to your beliefs, your assumptions, your sense of identity… even your religion. Someday that I feel like going back, I’d like for it to be staying with someone who lives there and traveling the full extent of the Nile by land… But I can’t recommend this experience enough.



Fund 43 microloans through Kiva.org (read all 7 entries…)
Some other ones funded recently...

And the smile returns to my face whenever I look again at the photos of these people…

http://www.kiva.org/app.php?page=businesses&action=about&id=24726
Luz María Porta Adauto
Business Name: BORDADURIA MARY
Location: HUANCAYO, Peru
Primary Activity: Embroidery
Loan Requested: $425.00
Repayment Term: 6 months – repaid monthly
Loan Use: Formation of a shop with the materials needed to create the finest works

http://www.kiva.org/app.php?page=businesses&action=about&id=24635
Andrea Cabrera
Location: Sabana Grande de Boya Community of Yamasa, Dominican Republic
Primary Activity: Grocery Store
Loan Requested: $300.00
Repayment Term: 6 months – repaid monthly
Loan Use: Purchase of new products, including snacks and cooking ingredients

http://www.kiva.org/app.php?page=businesses&action=about&id=24632
Sofia Espinoza Picado
Location: Bluefields, Nicaragua
Primary Activity: Clothing Sales
Loan Requested: $300.00
Repayment Term: 12 months – repaid monthly
Loan Use: Buying a small display cabinet, a hanging rack, and 5 dozen clothes hangers. (Comprar una vitrina mediana, 1 perchero y 5 docenas de perchas.)

http://www.kiva.org/app.php?page=businesses&action=about&id=24608
Ross Nhem
Business Name: Ross Store
Location: Kandal Steung district, Cambodia
Primary Activity: Farming
Loan Requested: $1,000.00
Repayment Term: 20 months – repaid monthly
Loan Use: To purchase fresh flowers and bananas to resell.

http://www.kiva.org/app.php?page=businesses&action=about&id=24605
Soy Leng
Business Name: Grocery Store
Location: Kandal Steung district, Cambodia
Primary Activity: Grocery Store
Loan Requested: $800.00
Repayment Term: 12 months – repaid monthly
Loan Use: To build a small shop in front of their house and to purchase groceries and other goods for inventory.

http://www.kiva.org/app.php?page=businesses&action=about&id=15623
(Identity Protected)
Business Name: Didar salon
Location: kirkuk, Iraq
Primary Activity: Beauty Salon
Loan Requested: $1,200.00
Repayment Term: 12 months – repaid monthly
Loan Use: Purchase new equipment & hire assistants

http://www.kiva.org/app.php?page=businesses&action=about&id=15596
Al Tano
Location: Yopougon, Cote D’Ivoire
Primary Activity: Manufacturing
Loan Requested: $1,200.00
Repayment Term: 15 months – repaid monthly
Loan Use: To acquire modern ice cream bag processing equipment

That brings my endeavors to almost the half-way point on this goal…



Add to the Wisdom Jar (read all 10 entries…)
On the sense of social disempowerment.

A friend of mine forwarded to me an article about what the current administration is doing inside the U.S. that circumvents the stated ideals of freedom of expression and dialogue and free flow of ideas that the United States was founded on.

I agree with everything posed by the article, and it doesn’t contain things and parallels that haven’t crossed my mind in the last seven years (minus the specific details that the article cites). However, I wish it included an action list; reading it leaves me feeling fearful and disempowered; and this is a feeling that I’ve encountered many times before in my life. Growing up, it was the prophecies of Nostradamus and of so-called channelled spiritual guides, which culminated in upheaval around 1999; then it was the Y2K scare; then the Mayan calendar and 2012; then it was this administration’s push for the belief that we were at risk from an amorphous enemy; or the
counterpush that points to this administration’s inability to deal with dialogue and different points of view. All of these instances have one thing in common: they leave us disempowered. They say, “you’re the little people, and the big people / events / predictions will descend on you and there’s nothing you can do but try to be anonymous and get out of the way.”

I think that despite the imperfections of the system (and the imperfections of whatever part of the cycle of liberalism vs. conservatism that we find ourselves in), we can’t forget that we have greater access to the potential for spiritual awakening than at any other time in recorded history. Sure, the Renaissance was fantastic, and so was the Enlightenment, America
at its birth, and Greece circa 600 BC and India at that time; but their fruits were only available to a very select few, to the elite. Today this elite is not something to be born into; it’s something that, assuming no vast social and economic upheavals around you (and it is sad and it is our responsibility to help wherever and whenever they happen), you can access and belong to through books, internet, the accumulated human knowledge and experience. With the internet, we may be at the threshold of something of equal magnitude as
the Renaissance, which was, if not the direct offspring, at least a great beneficiary of Gutenberg and the printing press. I don’t say this to be polyanna-esque and pretent that everything’s actually fine and nothing’s the matter; we may still have repressive states, even homegrown ones, to deal with
in our collective birthpangs of a consciousness beyond our purely selfish impulses. But I say this to remind you and me and everyone who’s felt limited by an impending sense of doom that we are first and foremost the result of all human evolution that has taken place from the dawn of civilization and we are spirit wanting to manifest greater consciousness, greater intelligence, greater cohesion. It is in this light that we should look at articles like the one my friend sent
me and say, “Yes, these are problems, and they will not stifle my focus, which is to give the greatest gifts I can to the world and show the greatest love through whichever area my talents express themselves.”

I used to wonder if there would ever be a day in which we’d all live in peace and we’d reach some level of balance where people wouldn’t steal or wouldn’t kill one another or torture or behave in the ways that represent such an collective infancy. Now I think that whatever form “evil” takes, it’s always there because it’s what defines our ability to grow and transform
and polish the light of our intellect, our sensitivity, our capacity to organize, manage and distribute our collective resources, and our capacity for transformation and self-transcendence.

Goethe lived in a time of lots of upheavals, wars, repression, etc. etc. —but it didn’t keep him from being the luminary he was or writing the works that he did, in so many fields. We should all aspire to do the same.

I read an article in National Geographic a few months back on Swarm Theory or something like that: how swarms (of anything: bees, ants, birds, fish, etc.) behave more intelligently as a whole than any single individual of them is capable of. And it dawned on me—this is the one and single hope for humanity: not that any one of us is smart enough or visionary enough to have the solution to all our collective ills, but that each and every one of us does best what we’re capable of doing best; and that otherwise we lead a life in integrity with what we perceive is best for the collective species and us, rather than just our selfish needs. It’s like the human brain: it’s really
mediocre for doing a lot of sequential calculations (computers beat it hands down) but it is fantastic at lots of parallel processes: a hundred billion cells firing simultaneously know what it means to pedal a bike while in balance; avoiding obstacles; taking in colors, temperature, and wind; digesting food; pumping blood; cleaning blood; whistling; thinking; and
admiring the shape of a woman pedestrian (if you happen to be like me :-)). If each of us, relative to humanity, is like one of these cells, then all we need is to do our function well and in harmony to the whole, and the body of humanity will work, survive, and perhaps even thrive.

At least that’s my take.



learn to draw
Well, I picked up "Drawing on the Right Side of the Brain"

and ordered the online kit when I got to the part of the book where I needed to get serious about it. Can’t wait to begin, since the entirety of my visual artistry is doodles. :-)



get a synthesizer (read all 2 entries…)
I had a dream about this the other night...

... A friend of mine was going to sell me his. My piano concerto in E flat minor will wait until I get my novel finished, since it’s one of the rewards that I’m promising myself upon finishing it… (That is, if I don’t start writing another one right away in the meantime… :-))



Master NLP
Not really something that I took up eagerly...

... a good tool, yes, but my other passions diminish my willingness to pursue this one. At least for now. It feels like a “should” rather than a “want.”



travel to egypt (read all 3 entries…)
Don't look now, but...

... the possibility of going just sort of fell into my lap. I hemmed and hawed and realized I had no reason to, and booked the trip! 15 days there, coming up in January! Scared and excited all at once! This was one of the first goals I put on 43Things, didn’t really do anything with it other than feeling good that people were cheering the goal, and look ma, I’m goin’! :-)



Do daily what promotes my optimal functioning: 9 hours of sleep; 15 mins. pranayama; floss twice; exercise 1 hour; 20 mins. H.I.P. walk; and eating from my weekly pre-cooked meals (read all 17 entries…)
Now that we change the clocks...

... This goal is easier to accomplish: I simply do not change my clocks and try to go to bed at the old 10 o’clock time. You may be confused about the mathematics of all this throughout the entire winter, but it actually works for me… Ah, what other idiosyncrasies and endearing traits will I pick up on my way to becoming a weird old guy? Come back in 50 years and find out! :-)



live with more passion
The Artist's Way...

... under a different goal, provided me with an experience today where I clued in to some emotions related to my early school teachers as well as the tug-of-war between my parents and my gradual loss of feeling of passion through the years… and simply connecting the dots between all these things (and experiencing the child’s wonder in the exercise that we did) yielded so much aliveness, so much passion, as to suggest that most other experiences are just a pale attempt at getting to this feeling…



finish my novel (read all 8 entries…)
Attended a Meetup.com meeting of the Artist's Way today...

... and came away more alive than I’ve felt in many years. This makes for a repeat entry under “live more passionately” and “finish my novel” as well as “Complete ‘The Artist’s Way’”... And, wouldn’t you know it, the meeting took place very close to this particular intersection, which I thought I’d note in the photograph here…



Complete "The Artist's Way" (read all 2 entries…)
Why I didn't pick up this book years ago, I don't know...

... for it outlines what I’ve always intuited: that the experience of art and creativity is inherently a spiritual one, and to rescue one’s creativity from wherever it is sequestered is to become awake to the wonders of life…



Do something new every day (read all 15 entries…)
10/31/07 Wednesday
  • Being a tourist in my own town, courtesy of I., and seeing, among other things, a corner building whose rustic architectural beauty had escaped my eye
  • Going into all the tchotcke-ey stores with I. and appreciating the colors and shapes she points out… and even the floor pattern
  • Accepting being in the fog about relationships and letting the uncertainty be okay


Do something new every day (read all 15 entries…)
10/30/07 Tuesday New today-
  • So much resistance to doing the exercises from the Artist’s Way… and so much aliveness after doing them!
  • I. in town.
  • Getting a massage
  • Talking with J. re: I.


Do something new every day (read all 15 entries…)
2007-10-29 Monday

New today -

  • Started Reading How to Think Like Leonardo da Vinci
  • Came to a decision of needing to implement a different approach to my Big Brothers volunteering


meditate daily (read all 32 entries…)
It appears that God has a preference for communicating with me...

... through messages written in chalk on the sidewalk, or at least a previous entry would appear to suggest this… Either that, or there’s a joker around here who says, “Hey, here comes that Meditation7 guy! Quick! Write something deep on the sidewalk and see if he quotes it on 43Things!” :-)



Wish NinaWills a superfab birthday on October 29th
Happy birthday x 43!

In addition to being a lovely, interesting person, thank you for being a nexus to other lovely, interesting people here on 43T! Have a wonderful day of celebration and rejoicing and feeling appreciated by all your fans! :-)



Do something new every day (read all 15 entries…)
I have continued to work on this...

... just not continued to record it here. In bed, at night, usually after a day that I have yet to shrink in terms of commitments and projects, I reach for my PDA and in the darkness tap away the day’s “New Things”...

10/16/07 Tuesday New Today -

  • Impromptu lunch by myself in my favorite Thai restaurant
  • Forcing myself to browse a new bookstore for the sake of the newness
  • Evening ride home with J

10/17/07 Wednesday New Today -

  • 1 complete dance mix in a single day!
  • Website finally functional
  • New posters for my classes
  • 3 or 4 potential attendees for dance
  • Announced the new website

10/20/07 Saturday

  • J’s background
  • J’s discovery at 5 that she was responsible for anything she wanted to get in her own life—she had no one else to fall back on… and how that made her the person she is
  • Getting duped into watching a Christian film… :-)

10/21/07 Sunday

  • Getting rid of headache with J’s help
  • Ethiopian food with AP – artist’s awareness
  • Downloading 267MB worth of operating system drivers at library (love that wi-fi!)
  • Fantastic dance where all the energy was kept alive in every corner of the room
  • Meditative on the way home

10/22/07 Monday New Today -

  • Artist’s Way morning pages
  • Scanning most of my old photos
  • Clearing my room
  • Setting AP’s computer to XP
  • Speaking to A. and finding R. not in school again
  • J’s craigslist items, part 1
  • Converted most of AP’s TV series

10/23/07 Tuesday -

  • Finished 870 photographs
  • Q. and D. new in the Phoenix rebirth of the Tuesday night group
  • An unexpectedly and pleasantly well-filled evening prior to the meeting
  • M. found me unusually “fluid” in the meeting… And a successful impromptu-led, multi-sensory meditation
  • Finding the most obvious, most direct way of expressing my deepest purpose
  • Growing friendship and appreciation for D.
  • New music cd as a gift from AP

10/24/07 Wednesday

  • Lunch with D. & AP
  • Finding new way to fix ntldr error message at the c: prompt in #$%^! Windows
  • Leading an intermediate class when I’m feeling low energy – and it turning out okay
  • Scanning early family photographs
  • J’s craigslist items, part 2

10/25/07 Thursday

  • Dropping off my cousin at airport, made more comfortable by J’s coincidental need for a chiropractic adjustment…
  • Meal somewhere I suspected I wouldn’t enjoy… and I was right… :-)
  • Ending class with music still on… and it all working well
  • J’s continued intuitive abilities on display on the way home

10/26/07 Friday

  • Nonstop projects from waking to going to bed
  • Managing to talk with L., mother, J. and meeting N. at the library and S. for lunch amid projects
  • Taking less and less time to assemble my music mixes
  • Figuring how to fudge the recording of a few words that don’t belong in my latest mix, after I realized what it actually said, post-finishing the project… :-)
  • J’s craigslist items, part 3… and having to get creative about the descriptions…


Add to the Wisdom Jar (read all 10 entries…)
No one can cure my essential loneliness...

... only my connection to myself can. And the truest connection for me is when I’m immersed in my own creativity.



Complete "The Artist's Way" (read all 2 entries…)
Morning pages...

Part of the Artist’s Way program is to write at least 3 pages upon waking up. I’d heard of this exercise for years and poo-pooed it. Now I’ve been doing it for a week straight (just keeping my laptop on my bedstand and turning it on upon awakening and going immediately into writing) and now can’t seem to do without it (seeing as it is that I got 5.5 hours of sleep last night and still woke up early on my own to write). I don’t know if my creativity has increased a single iota, but I like the thought that at least my consistency is an affirmation that I do want for creativity to start flowing again…



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