Michelle Horning

is running errands, cleaning, seeing the doctor, and starting her diet



I'm doing 13 things
 

Michelle Horning's Life List

  1. 1. stop hating myself
    1 entry
    471 people
  2. 2. learn body piercing
    3 people
  3. 3. learn to tattoo
    103 people
  4. 4. Write an autobiography
    256 people
  5. 5. Get off of medications
    2 people
  6. 6. start a band
    1,990 people
  7. 7. stop having nightmares
    65 people
  8. 8. backpack across europe
    909 people
  9. 9. Quit Smoking
    9,327 people
  10. 10. Lose 30 pounds
    5,628 people
  11. 11. organize my art supplies
    13 people
  12. 12. stop beating myself up for old mistakes
    1 entry
    78 people
  13. 13. go to burning man
    1,614 people
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stop beating myself up for old mistakes
Using past mistakes to torture myself

My children and I are going through a lot of pain as a result of my past mistakes. I take 100% blame for all of it. I’m trying to forgive myself, but OMG!!! The consequences came years later and are very severe, so I’m overwhelmed with guilt and shame. I somehow need to forgive myself and just act right now in order to set things right.



stop hating myself
Self hate...

I’m different, and I’ve always been given a hard time for it. I’ve gotten into a pattern of self loathing because of the treatment I have received over the years. I try to suppress who I really am to please others, and that just doesn’t work for me anymore… this is a definite must on my list…..




 

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