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megabelle




I'm doing 41 things
  

megabelle's Life List

  1. 1. get an internship with a magazine
    		1 person
  2. 2. get a job before i graduate
    1 entry     		3 people
  3. 3. graduate from college
    		5,096 people
  4. 4. write a book
    		21,080 people
  5. 5. finish a chapter each month, at least
    		1 person
  6. 6. spend less
    		105 people
  7. 7. have more faith
    		94 people
  8. 8. only eat when I'm hungry
    		495 people
  9. 9. get published
    		1,733 people
  10. 10. stop dwelling on the past
    2 entries     		102 people
  11. 11. find something i love to do and do it
    		2 people
  12. 12. be positive
    		560 people
  13. 13. be more commited to my religion
    		4 people
  14. 14. live in san francisco
    		286 people
  15. 15. lose weight
    		31,207 people
  16. 16. pay off credit cards
    		1,236 people
  17. 17. consolidate my belongings
    		3 people
  18. 18. go to mass
    		8 people
  19. 19. open a money market account
    		5 people
  20. 20. write a screenplay
    		1,915 people
  21. 21. own a hybrid car
    		588 people
  22. 22. donate hair to Locks of Love
    		796 people
  23. 23. try a new recipe weekly
    1 entry     		3 people
  24. 24. stop smoking
    		2,472 people
  25. 25. work out every day
    		186 people
  26. 26. go to france
    		548 people
  27. 27. keep up with my journal
    		55 people
  28. 28. visit every single state
    		4 people
  29. 29. overcome procrastination
    		218 people
  30. 30. be someone's maid of honor
    		34 people
  31. 31. buy a new car
    		1,243 people
  32. 32. be open to love
    		18 people
  33. 33. learn how to play the piano
    		438 people
  34. 34. design and build my dream home
    		42 people
  35. 35. read the bible, cover to cover
    		227 people
  36. 36. get off of medication
    		6 people
  37. 37. build good credit
    		24 people
  38. 38. get my phd in literature
    		1 person
  39. 39. own a volvo, again
    		1 person
  40. 40. have children
    		3,642 people
  41. 41. donate a large amount of money to the susan g. komen foundation
    		1 person
Recent entries
be a journalist
i dont wanna 1 month ago

after two less than decent grades in journalism classes and a deep contempt for communication studies in general, i have decided that if i want to be a journalist it will be in my own time and on my own conditions. it’s just not for me right now. not a goal i am interested in pursuing.

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stop dwelling on the past (read all 2 entries…)
dropping like flies. 1 month ago

i have decided that i am going to drop all of the bull shit people that are floating around in my life. this included someone that was supposed to be my best friend. she sold me out for my ex boyfriend who i had a long term battle with up until 11 months ago. she lived with me through most of this battle but moved back to the town where we met and went back to all of our old friends who i had decided to leave behind.

over the course of the last year it has been impossible to keep touch with her for many reasons. the last couple of months have been the last straw. she won’t talk to me about me, she avoided coming to visit when she said she would because i was in the hospital three days before and she “couldn’t deal with it” and has avoided communication with me far enough to when i started to make my attempts more frequent, she asked me why i was all about her all of the sudden.

with this, i promptly suggested (in nicer words) that she fuck off. i am tired of that shit and frankly, that wasn’t a very nice thing to say.

along with my oldest brother and his ex girlfriend and an old family friend, kate is out of the picture. i don’t have time for wishy washy assholes. that’s not dwelling, is it?

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Make new friends
well, a few at least. 1 month ago

i made at least two new friends. one of them moved home because her parents are nazi christians (the two usually are mutually exclusive). the other just moved to california for the summer.

now i am stuck to the old evil friends for the time being. i hope to make more new friends, but i did it!

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Go skiing keep my house cleaner jump off a waterfall pierce my lip stop eating chocolate Hedgemaid wants to grow my hair long feel better about myself go skinny dipping smile more often Fill every idea/sketch book I own eat more icecream Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working own a beach house Learn to surf go to a midnight showing of rocky horror learn sign language be my own boss go on more roadtrips tonytam wants to go back to college get my driver's license Read my Bible more finish my dissertation bulgaria Ride a Camel find something I'm passionate about Eat more fruits and vegetables learn to rap