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megabelle




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  2. 1. get an internship with a magazine
    		1 person
  3. 2. get a job before i graduate
    1 entry     		4 people
  4. 3. graduate from college
    		6,132 people
  5. 4. write a book
    		26,115 people
  6. 5. finish a chapter each month, at least
    		1 person
  7. 6. spend less
    		132 people
  8. 7. have more faith
    		121 people
  9. 8. only eat when I'm hungry
    		539 people
  10. 9. get published
    		1,996 people
  11. 10. stop dwelling on the past
    2 entries     		117 people
  12. 11. find something i love to do and do it
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  13. 12. be positive
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  14. 13. be more commited to my religion
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  15. 14. live in san francisco
    		352 people
  16. 15. lose weight
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  17. 16. pay off credit cards
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  18. 17. consolidate my belongings
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  19. 18. go to mass
    1 cheer     		8 people
  20. 19. open a money market account
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  21. 20. write a screenplay
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  22. 21. own a hybrid car
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  23. 22. donate hair to Locks of Love
    		879 people
  24. 23. try a new recipe weekly
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  25. 24. stop smoking
    		3,054 people
  26. 25. work out every day
    		221 people
  27. 26. go to france
    		680 people
  28. 27. keep up with my journal
    		69 people
  29. 28. visit every single state
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  30. 29. overcome procrastination
    		244 people
  31. 30. be someone's maid of honor
    		33 people
  32. 31. buy a new car
    		1,504 people
  33. 32. be open to love
    		23 people
  34. 33. learn how to play the piano
    		566 people
  35. 34. design and build my dream home
    		45 people
  36. 35. read the bible, cover to cover
    		268 people
  37. 36. get off of medication
    		7 people
  38. 37. build good credit
    		36 people
  39. 38. get my phd in literature
    		1 person
  40. 39. own a volvo, again
    		1 person
  41. 40. have children
    		4,132 people
  42. 41. donate a large amount of money to the susan g. komen foundation
    		1 person
Recent entries
be a journalist
i dont wanna 17 months ago

after two less than decent grades in journalism classes and a deep contempt for communication studies in general, i have decided that if i want to be a journalist it will be in my own time and on my own conditions. it’s just not for me right now. not a goal i am interested in pursuing.

Jun 11, 2008, 05:28AM PDT | 0 comments


stop dwelling on the past (read all 2 entries…)
dropping like flies. 17 months ago

i have decided that i am going to drop all of the bull shit people that are floating around in my life. this included someone that was supposed to be my best friend. she sold me out for my ex boyfriend who i had a long term battle with up until 11 months ago. she lived with me through most of this battle but moved back to the town where we met and went back to all of our old friends who i had decided to leave behind.

over the course of the last year it has been impossible to keep touch with her for many reasons. the last couple of months have been the last straw. she won’t talk to me about me, she avoided coming to visit when she said she would because i was in the hospital three days before and she “couldn’t deal with it” and has avoided communication with me far enough to when i started to make my attempts more frequent, she asked me why i was all about her all of the sudden.

with this, i promptly suggested (in nicer words) that she fuck off. i am tired of that shit and frankly, that wasn’t a very nice thing to say.

along with my oldest brother and his ex girlfriend and an old family friend, kate is out of the picture. i don’t have time for wishy washy assholes. that’s not dwelling, is it?

Jun 11, 2008, 05:26AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments


Make new friends
well, a few at least. 17 months ago

i made at least two new friends. one of them moved home because her parents are nazi christians (the two usually are mutually exclusive). the other just moved to california for the summer.

now i am stuck to the old evil friends for the time being. i hope to make more new friends, but i did it!

Jun 11, 2008, 05:20AM PDT | 0 comments


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