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i realize that I complain just so that someone could just hear my misery. it’s not that i want to get rid of the misery. just wan someone to listen to it and feel sympathy for me. and when people try and fix things for me, i am unwilling. if they persist, i get down right pissed. and i would they to myself.. why the hell are they trying to fix this and that for? or this and that is not what I want to do. little did i know that they want to help my situation—when i don’t even want to help my situation.. i just want to wallow in my misery.

—well, that’s got to stop. no more complaining. no whinning. if something is wrong, just go fix it. nobody wants to listen to your misfortunes in life. and i bet if you stop tlaking about them, maybe life is not so bad.

Hunter college’s welfare fund is offering 250-3000 or something like that. deadline’s march.

John Gyle Education Awards, due april 1 up to 3,000

HACU scholarship www.hacu.net up amt not indicated, due June

Regents professional opportunity scholarship program, due May 1-5,000

my cell phone’s alarm is too weak to even disturb my dreams. I’ve been relying on my mom to wake me up lately. I should really just invest in a good LOUD alarm clock that i’ll use for the rest of my life