mekaty

my school startes at 8:45 but i wake up at 9:00 iam allways late it scares me i put on 5 alarms and i still dont want to wake up

OKAY.it started when i was 7 mum had cancer and they fought she couldnt take care of me so dey handlee me to my dad wich i hadent seen in 5yrs hes was not too bad for about a year but then it all got relly worst he started being quite angry and wen i was about 9 i put on weight so he kept on calling me fat and i wasant doing well in school cause it was a new country langague and i just coulnt handle it i was anerexic wen i was 13 but then i got better i was weighting 45kg bt he still kept on calling me fat ugly and he keeps on saying bad things about my mum wich i dont like.so now iam 15 and its getting worst evryday he relly hates me now iam scared that iam gonna get anorexic again i dont want to but i just ajust to eating much less i weight 43kg wich is nothing at all i just dunno how to make him happy.