melaineoc

There are many things my mother had done…that I feel have affected me and how I see the things in life. For one my childhood was horrible..My father was an alcoholic so my mom left him when I was 3 weeks old (good decision on her part) Then when I was about 2 she met a man and married him..(I believed him to be my real father!) She left him because he was crazy and stole money from her. I never had a true father figure in my life. Well when I was about 6 she met a man named Jeff. They got married and he adopted me…He was very good to her..but me he only had interest in until my mom and him had 2 little girls together (I love my sisters!) Once they were born though..Jeff had no interest in me..since I wasn’t his “blood” pretty much what happened was my mom cheated on jeff…then left him and our family. Jeff didnt want me living me him..so he dropped me off at my friends house in a different city…no money..only my clothes, and deserted me! I called my mom and asked if I could live with her..and she said “I’m trying to start my life with my boyfriend..and I don’t want you to ruin that.” she abandoned me..no place to go..That was a year ago..I am now happy living with my boyfriend in a different state..Everytime I call her she treats me like complete crap critisizing what I’m doing with my life..when she hasnt seen my little sisters or me in a year. She has selfish and has always only thought about herself!
I dont know if I will EVER forgive her.

I am 19 years old, I have been smoking since I was 16 years old. As everyone says, I should have never started in the first place. I’ve tried to quit at least 3 times. The first time I quit I did it cold turkey..I went without a cigarette for 2 weeks, then picked it up again. Second time I quit was when my little sister came to live with me..I quit for 9 months!! the third time I quit smoking was recently..I went 5 weeks without it..then saw an old time friend who smoked and picked right back up AGAIN!!! This time…I’m quitting for good!