meliasaurus




I'm doing 31 things
 

How I did it
How to fall in real love: ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't live without each other love.
It took me
20 years
It made me
ok


How to get a dog
It made me
Ecstatic


How to stop drinking soda
It took me
40 days
It made me
pretty good


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get another tattoo
I don't want to be a copy cat... 10 months ago

i dont know if anyone has ever seen pixie on LA ink.
she has a tattoo of candy and cake and cute stuff on her side.

i want to do something like that. with my favorite things. i’m working on a list of things that are my favorite.
broccoli, hearts, various animals, ice cream. lol

i just don’t want to look like i copied someone elses idea :/



See a psychologist
Yea... 10 months ago

Life is weird for me. I spend a lot of time on the sidelines, and not a lot of time just living.
i hope that learning more about myself, and becoming more confident will help me become a better person and be happier.

i’ve never felt like i really fit in, and despite my boyfriend saying it’s not true i still feel very uncomfortable about new people. it’s becoming difficult for me to make new friends. I’d like to be able to make new friends and not feel like strangers are attacking me before i enter the workforce and try to get a real job, and network and all that stuff.

there are other things like family issues that i need to sort out. i know it’s not my fault but for some reason it’s not sticking.

so my university has a counseling program, and i am going to go an try to find someone who can help me…



Earn a 4.0 GPA this semester.
not quite... 10 months ago

ok i got a 3.493, which is decent. if my future were not at stake i wouldn’t be upset.
it’s very bitter sweet, i want to be happy because a 3.5 is the best i’ve ever done in college. and it’s also better than the majority of my high school career. i’m disappointed because i worked hard. i guess this semester i’ll just have to work harder.

i’m thinking about retaking a math class i failed. if i don’t get a 4.0 twice then i may not have a choice. i’m really bad at a math though. i don’t know why. mostly i think i have a mental block because it’s so boring.



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