melinasmedsruddd

138 and counting…

i know that its already low for my height of 5’10”, but its what i want.
my goal?
125.

why?
i want to go back to elite models and get that job i never got years ago.

i miss my old portfolio photos, here is one of the many.

wish me luck.

december 6th – 133.
getting there.

nothing really else to say.

what better way to start over then to lay in sand no one i know has ever laid in, and breathe in and inhale fresh air alone on a white beach at sunset, by myself, with nothing but my thoughts which will be finally gone because my mind will be as clear as that water glaring up at me…
hundreds of miles away from everything i’ve ever known and everything i will ever know – its where i belong.

i will get there, if its the last thing i do.

h i s t o r y .

across the back my neck—only time will tell,
maybe if i’m gutsy enough to complete the other goals on my list, this one will follow.

i’ll post a picture if it ever gets done

cross your fingers.