melissathomasgarcia

The debt keeps adding up and the phone calls keep coming. I will never get out of this hole. I have to continue school to get a good job to make money. I need to make money to pay off this debt. Yet this debt is caused by me going to school.

I want to get my life on the right track. I thought that being married and having a child would make my life complete. I am 27 years old and miserable. The only right thing I’ve done in my life is have my son. My husband pulls me down whenever I think that I can make things better. I am not much better…I always give up on things when they get too hard or just gets boring. Life really isn’t going anywhere for us. We made plans years ago to move out of NJ, but now he wants to stay because his sister talked him into getting a corrections job. I hate it here. I am a new real estate agent and it doesn’t look like I am going to sell any houses, yet I owe money to the company. I decided to go back to school. I’ve dropped out about 6 times because it was hard and boring. I am just so miserable. I have no money, a crappy weekend retail job, a failing real estate career, a husband that drives me insane and I don’t know what to do. Not to mention the 14,000 in debt that will get higher with the student loans. I smile for the sake of my son, but I am dying inside.