mercedbrat15

AT 1ST I THOUGHT THT THE BREAK UP WAZ THE HARDEST PART BECUZ I LOVE HIM SO MUCH BUT I WAZ SOOOOOO WRONG MOVIN ON IS THE HARDEST PART!!! ITZ HARD TO GET HIM OUT OF MY MIND ND TO THINK THT AN OTHER GIRL IS TAKIN MY PLACE THT A OTHER GIRL TOOK EVERYTHING I WORKED FOR!!!!BUT AT THE SAY TIME WEN WAZ 2GETHER RIGHT B4 WE BROKE UP I TRYED ND I TRYED BUT HE WAZ NEVER AROUND BUT IM THT HES NOT A PART OF MY LIFE 4 GUD I WANT HIM BAC CUZ IM HURT ND I DNT NEED HURT!!! I WISH SO MUCH WE COULD JUS TURN BAC THE HANDS OF TIME BUT WE CANT SO IM SITTIN HERE WRITTIN THIS CUZ THERES NOTHING MORE I CAN DO BUT HOPE SUM1 CAN TELL ME SUMTHIN I CAN DO 2 GETHER OVER THE HURT!!!!!!

I really like this kid be we was together but I started to really like him be he told me how he loved me but I didn’t wanna get hit so I pushed him away be broke up with.the sad part is I still really like him but be has a girl now and I dnt no wat to do cuz he still loves me and I still love him but he has left his girl yet so should I jus let go and try to move on or should I jus keep try cuz I new him 1st and I still love him?!!!!???

my dads not like everyone elses my dad didn’t drink or smoke or anything like that….I always thought he walked out on me wen I was jus a baby but come to find out he tryed to touch my older sister and I found out becuz he tryed to do it to me!! He wasn’t a part of my life for a long time and wen he does come in my life he jus wants sumthing other then to b a dad!! It kills cuz I always wanted to b daddyS oil girl but that will never happen, and that makes me wanna cry and I hate wen I see father daughter dances cuz I no that will never b me!!! But I forgive him becuz I’m only holdin my self bad by bein so mad at him that I can’t move on and I dnt want that no more I wanna b able to tlk to him with out being mad at him and thinkin about it!!!! but idk if I’m really ready to yet wat should I do?????